The Please, can you love me? solitary heart.

Chapter 21

" Hello Father Nop Now I'm in front of the emergency room . "

" Now my father and mother, including younger came up to recuperate in a special room, child. "

" I'll hurry up. " From a few words as I walked to the big elevator of the building. In my head, the scene of that painful event reappeared in my head. But he tried to restrain himself not to agree with the image in his mind that appeared. I shook my head vigorously 2-3 times before coming to a stop in front of the special inpatient room.

Knock knock …

Crack !!

“ Duck Mei !!” Before I could pull my hand back from knocking on the door of the room. Someone else opened the door and threw himself into my embrace in the most pitiful and pitiful way.

" Mother bird ... Calm down. She has come to recuperate in a special room. That means you're out of danger. " I said comfortingly as my arms wrapped around the middle-aged woman's back. which is the mother of the person who closed her eyes on the sick bed in the middle of the room

" Mom, let me walk into the room first. We'll talk later, " Father Nop said while we were still hugging each other at the entrance door. I loosen my embrace from Mother Bird. Before holding his hand, he walked into the sofa on the side of the patient's bed with a feeling of concern for his feelings.

" And I don't know what happened to the younger brother, that's why he was admitted to an emergency hospital like this. There are several police officers in front of the room .

" Seeing the guard said In the past few months, my sister has been suffering from severe stress. Until this morning during the daily routine Suddenly, the brother fell on his feet and lost consciousness ... As for the policeman in front of that room, he was on duty to protect the younger brother from escaping . I knew right away that he must have been very worried about his son. while its face was as pale as a corpse. Why don't you die? A fast person like you shouldn't have survived these 4 years. I cursed to myself in my heart upon seeing its face. It made me feel like I was still angry with what he had done. But another feeling of his heart tells me that The man in front of me wasn't worthy enough for me to be angry again. But it's not that I feel good in that part of the feeling. Both sides are arguing with each other. until it was concluded that …

" Daddy knows that Mei is still angry with you, right ? Whether or not Mei will forgive her is Mei's right. Dad will talk to mom for you. Father, do you have something to ask Mei, son ..." Before I could come to a conclusion about my own thoughts, Father Nop suddenly spoke up before ending with a question sentence.

" Dad, you don't have to think too much. It's been many years. I stopped paying attention to all the past a long time ago. And I'm not angry or hate anything anymore. And there is no way that my brother and I will go back to that point again ... Father , is there something wrong ? It made me come to a conclusion immediately without hesitation. that the person in front of him was lying on a sick bed Now it's not worth it. There was no longer a presence in my eyes and I would never ask to go back and get to know that person again.

from what the child said Dad probably didn't have to ask Mei any more. Mei can go back to work. Father and mother will continue to take care of the younger ones. I don't know if he wakes up. How are you doing? " From the words of Nop's father. I understand that you must feel exhausted immediately after I say those words. I slowly turned to look at the bird. with symptoms not different from Father Nop Again, there were more tears in his face than before. The more I feel guilty, the more I can feel

" I will stay with my parents. I know my parents understand me. But I can't leave my father and mother either. " I said, extending both hands to touch both of them's palms with sympathy. Before me and the two of you could talk and ask about the happiness together at the same time

4 hours passed while I was talking on the phone with Nong Day. to share its symptoms with my lover Suddenly, my parents and I were startled by a loud cry …

" Brother Mei, I'm sorry !! I love you !! I'm sorry !!.." Everyone got up and walked towards his bed, including me, in shock. Its condition looked very miserable. Aunt was crying. His hands were constantly swaying as if searching for something. to the point of almost falling off the sick bed Before Father Nop hurries to press the buzzer, ask for help from a nurse to help see the next symptom.

Everyone had shocked expressions at what had happened, especially me, even though in their hearts they said they didn't feel anything anymore. But there was a human instinct left behind in it. from the pitiful picture It became a feeling of pity from time to time. But at the same time The feeling of numbness is still doing its job well. And the chaos returns to normal as before, because the drug that the doctor sprayed into its saline line As a result, it finally calmed down and fell asleep.

His countenance was clearly flushed with blood. quite different from the morning I saw that everything should be fine and asked permission to go back to my own house. In which its parents did not have any objection, because I had been watching the symptoms with their friends for almost half a day. The moment I was walking towards the door on my way home ...

" Can I ask Sister Mei to bring my parents back to stay? I can be alone !" I hurriedly turned to look towards the source of the voice. saw that it was the camp who owned the sound a while ago while still closing his eyes

" Camp ! Are you awake, baby? But this moment the doctor just injected an injection to relieve stress, wasn't it, son? Why did you …” The mother bird hurriedly got up and walked to its bed and said in a voice of joy mixed with suspicion.

" I resist the power of medicine, mother. Mom and Dad go back and rest, I can stay !” he said while his mother hadn't finished her sentence yet, and the two of you looked at each other before turning to me.

" Would it be too much trouble for Mei? If mom wants me to help take care of the younger siblings instead of mom and dad ..." That's why I just stood still. Although there are many questions in my heart right now …