The Please, can you love me? solitary heart.

Chapter 3

I was almost shocked, didn't think Father Nop would ask that. Questions like the feelings I'm facing right now The question that I would like to answer quickly without thinking if the person in front of me was not Father Nop, an old friend of my father when we were studying together in America. If you know how I feel about your son Nop's father wouldn't allow me to continue my internship here. Thinking like that, he hurriedly rejected it with quite a bit of heartache.

" It's not what my father understands. Just feeling familiar with Nong Camp's face, that's all. Besides, I'm a 100% man, father. How can I like my father's son !"

" Wait, are you misunderstanding something, Mei? Camp, just came back from abroad 2 months ago. Where are the children going to meet each other? Most importantly, for the 2 months that you camped back to Thailand, you stayed at home to study the work documents that your father brought for you to try and read. I tried to study to see if the vocational line he had studied was suitable for hospital management or not . What I said was the opposite of all the information that Father Nop had said. Now I know what numbness is like. I can't say anything His hands were trembling and it felt like beads of sweat were pouring out of his face. While his gaze was fixed on mine, he had not left the other direction. Father knows the truth, what should I do now? He suddenly got up from his desk chair and walked over to the side where I was sitting. I was terrified and trembling. I had to be kicked out of the hospital by him . Where else can you go to work? Mei, Mei, Mei, why did you come to have your son's spark symptoms now? Since I was born, this feeling has never occurred to me until I met a sweet-mouthed senior at high school. That was just pure love, nothing more. After that, my heart always felt longing for love, but I never made a bad story with anyone. never disappoint anyone Never made anyone hurt or cry because of me. Since the day that senior left me I never opened up for anyone again because I was afraid of pain and didn't want to fall into a feeling without feeling. I know how painful the abandonment is.

Today, that feeling has come back into my life again. when I saw Nong Kamp's face a while ago Sometimes I can hardly believe myself to become a homosexual. Am I right or wrong in sending my internship request letter to a hospital that I don't even know that the executives are acquaintances? I still sat on my hand until I felt that both palms were wet with sweat because of fear. If Father Nop knew the truth, he might have brought this matter to my father. This time my life My future will probably come crashing down because of good feelings. with Nong Camp this time As my eyesight saw Father Nop clenching his fists tightly before he slowly Raise your clenched hand. That's all, I hurriedly close my eyes because I must have thought that I must be tied up in a big way. Yours inevitably strikes him in the mouth. But then what I thought didn't happen. Instead, the big hand that was clenched into a clenched fist gently rested on my shoulder. before you say something

" Hey, are we really that afraid of father? Dad didn't want to hurt the son whom he loved. Since he had reached this stage, he didn't want to hide his father's feelings towards Mei's father either. Mei's father and father We were friends for more than 20 years before Ai Phong had a wife and has us until today. We both love each other very much. I love you so much that even our father would not let him be near any woman or man. And my father also had the same feelings as Ai Phong. Every time Dad saw him near any pretty girl or guy, Dad would yell at him indiscriminately. so many times that both of us were punished for our impatience. Until our two parents knew the truth that we had feelings for each other beyond normal friends.

.... But there is one thing that father wants Mei to know. No matter how much our father and father loved each other, neither of us ever physically abused each other even once. At most, it's just a kiss on the cheek to show their love for each other. After our adults know the truth, it caused him to catch us separately by sending our father to study in America, when the father's mother sent his father to study abroad as well, but didn't think that will be the same school location Mei's father and father met again. when the days pass The two of us grew up seeing the wider world. Resulting in our father and father both having their own girlfriends. But looking at it, Phong is much more flammable than his father. It caused Mei to be born a lot faster than her father expected. While the father was still looking forward to school until the two of us graduated with a degree and dispersed back to the country, so they lacked in contact since that day. They met again 13 years ago. Mei, did you know that if our father and father agreed to be lovers from that day, it would not be Mei, Pitchaya and Kamp. Kim Han until today Don't deceive yourself. Remember. How do we feel, how do we explain it to others that is different from the truth? We will never be able to deceive ourselves. Trust the truth if Mei really feels good about Kamp. Father also agreed because Kamp himself had never been in love or associated with anyone. If the lover of the Camp is Mei Father will be very satisfied and at ease because he can feel the sincerity. Mei's determination We definitely wouldn't disappoint father's son. Dad has something else to say. In the middle of next month, my father will retire himself. Do you understand what I'm saying, my son !"

" Father Nop !!.." I let go and embraced Father Nop with tears running down my cheeks. After I listened to my father's love story, I knew that because of this, my father and Pon had to meet again until I listened to me. Your son too I burst into tears even more. His shoulders were inevitably wet with my tears.

" Stop crying if someone sees you. He will think that father is bullying us. If you want to be a lover of your father's son, you must be strong, remember !"

" Well, I'm happy here. to listen to the stories of Nop and my father in the past I now understand everything why my father and Father Nop love each other so much. I will be stronger than this. I will not disappoint my father in me. As for whether I will be the lover of Nong Camp or not, I'm not sure. If my younger brother doesn't feel the same as me It's not as if I'm only thinking about it, father. "

" Father was going to tell us to stay here. Father will let him run the hospital in his place after he retires. Then let Mei be the camp's assistant. As for the feelings of the father's heart, the two of us will deal with each other. Yes or no, it depends on Mei herself. I believe that we can prove ourselves to the campers who accept and love us. Father confirms that the camp itself will not make Mei's daughter- in-law sad either . OK, you see me as a woman, right? So I want to be a daughter-in-law In my heart, I want to be a son-in-law more, hahaha, but I don't know if I will be a daughter-in-law or son-in-law because this is a matter of the future that I can't measure it.

" I'm ready to do my internship, Father Nop. I will do my best to the best of my ability ...." I hurriedly offered myself to show my spirit that I would do my best in everything that deserves your trust.

" Don't be so hasty, daughter-in-law. First of all, my father asked if we should put our belongings in storage first. As for the matter we talked about, let's keep it a secret. Even the camper himself is forbidden to tell me. Do you understand? That Father wants us to help hide these things is not because it is wrong or anything. Because it's a good memory that had happened to our father and father in the past In case we can use it as a way to win the heart of the camp. Do not forget that every task can be accomplished. based on intention perseverance sincerity and empathy Success will come to us soon. Wait a sec. Father will give it to you. Kamp helped bring the stuff to the room. " Father Nop said as if he was thinking about something and gave me a heartfelt smile.

" Thank you very much, father. " He gave me a smile and picked up the cell phone to call someone ....

" Camp, come to see father in the office, please. "

" One moment, father. " After the end of the sound of the Camp, the phone was put on the phone before saying a little more to me.

" Remember one more thing. If you live with two fathers, you can call your father normally. But in front of other people, you have to use the same words as other people too, understand. "

" Understood, Master Doctor " is the moment that Nong Kamp knocks on the large door before pushing in after hearing Nop's father's permission.

" What's wrong with your father? "

" Help carry Mei's luggage. Take him to the room that father asked us to help set up yesterday, please. Father finished discussing business with his elder, so he wanted him to pack his things in order to mentally prepare for his internship tomorrow. "

" Yes, father. Invite Pee Mei to follow me this way . Because he knew that he would show some inappropriate behavior again, he could only carry a shoulder bag and a small bag of clothes, following the light-bodied man with his head down all the way.

With the fact that I couldn't keep my head down all the way, I was careful without knowing when I had to stop walking, so I walked into the wide back of the person. It was the moment that Nong Camp hurriedly put a large bag in both hands on the floor and quickly came to support me. not to hit the ground in time I hurriedly closed my eyes because I didn't want to face the face. that my body was already within his strong arms

" Brother Mei, what's wrong ?!"

" Thank you Nong Kamp very much for helping me get him. I thought I'd hit my head on the floor. "

" Where are you hurt? I'll take you to the infirmary. " When I heard that sentence I immediately stood up because I thought that if I was sent to the infirmary of the hospital it might cause a big problem.

" It's okay. I didn't get hurt anywhere so I got a camp to help me get it in time. You've arrived at your room, haven't you? Let me go and pack my things first. I'll see you tomorrow . send

" Brother Mei is not that room, this room. Is there anything you can help me with? You look not very good. I think I'll help you arrange your stuff...." Not before I refused . The slender figure grabbed the two large bags and walked towards another room. After that, my luggage was organized by a young man in the closet in the blink of an eye and unbelievable that Nong Camp would know my heart. By the manner of putting things in his closet meets every inch of my needs. What is this just eye contact? Make him know the feelings in my heart like that or I just thought.

After a lot of luggage was arranged into cabinets and shelves in different corners. of the room until completion I almost didn't do anything, so I felt bad, but airy person was consoled in a friendly way. Personally, I can only thank him for his kindness and help. While I walked to send him to the front door of the room

" Pee Mei, wait the first 2-3 nights, I will come to sleep with a friend to make you familiar with the atmosphere in the room. My father also agreed and wanted me to have a friend to stay with me at night. Did my father-in-law open the way for me like this? Will he know that this is his father's desire to entrust me to take care of his son as a lover? Had he known this fact he would have hated me for sure but that's okay when I heard that it made me feel like I had a chance to score some good points. with a new lover