The Please, can you love me? solitary heart.

Chapter 16

Knock knock ...

I knocked on the door of the room as soon as I walked and stopped in front of the room door.

" Is Kamp asleep yet ?" There was no response from the people inside. As a result, I felt even more worried. It felt like a dizzy heart decided to twist the doorknob and push it open ...

I was relieved to see that the person I was worried about was sleeping on his mattress beside my bed. The only movement in the room that I should do is try to keep it as quiet as possible. as much as possible so as not to disturb the other party I took a shower and changed my clothes within 5 minutes before walking to bed without forgetting to turn my head to face the boy sleeping on the mattress next to my bed.

I lie down and look at his face for a moment, feeling uneasy again. Than noticed the sadness that was still on his handsome face. Asked if I regretted this. I'm very sorry and it's possible I don't want to do this at all. Lately, I have always felt love and care. Of Nong Camp almost all the time. then it seems that since the agreement with Nong Day that day These actions were even more exponential than before. At this moment, the sleeping person's face still flashed a hint of sadness. Before even more late than this, I tried to put my eyes to sleep to prepare for the next day.

( phone alarm sounds )....

I reached for my phone to silence my alarm like every morning. I drowsily pulled the blanket and sat up, turning my legs towards getting off the bed ...

" Hey !! Little Camp ?!" I exclaimed, calling another person's name in shock. In the morning I stumbled upon a sleeping person's leg. I immediately came to my senses before looking again to be sure.

" Nong Camp, what's wrong? ... Nong Camp !" There was no response at all. It made me worry before I sat down on the mattress next to his younger brother.

" It's so hot !!" I could barely pull my hand back when I lifted the back of my hand to touch my forehead. Because due to the heat, the next symptom that is observed is Nong Camp was a little chilly all the time. If you don't notice carefully, you won't know. I felt so restless that I couldn't do anything. both worrying about what will happen to the younger brother Try taking deep breaths to calm yourself and it works. I hurriedly got up and went to pick up a small basin and my own cream handkerchief. Turn on the water and put the cloth into the basin and quickly walk back to the sleeping person.

I used the same cloth, dampened with water, and wiped as gently as possible over my face. along the neck, including arms and legs After a while, it seems that the heat in Nong Kamp's body has decreased significantly. The chills a moment later began to fade away. The frowning of my eyebrows made me feel guilty about what happened yesterday. Beware of that boy's two hands. lifted up and embraced me as if he was sleepwalking about something He could also hear words escape from his mouth softly muttering in his throat …

“ I want to go … Brother Mei, I want to go with him … I won't let you go … Brother, don't go, I love you …” These words were uttered from the sleeping person. with repeated sentences I tried not to think of myself. that these words are to say that they love me in any way because the person who speaks is not conscious But I couldn't help but smile to myself from the words of the person I loved so much. In order not to let him sleepwalk more, I periodically try to call his brother's sanity.

" Camp ... Camp, can you hear me ? Camp !" I called his name a few times. The young director began to regain consciousness and immediately opened his eyes and looked at me.

" Brother Mei !!" The frightened Nong Kamp calls my name and quickly jumps into a hug and pulls me towards him. Which I was not yet careful, causing me to fall down and lay on the big body of a young boy with a happy face with tears

" Camp, let me go first ! The camp is not feeling well ..." I struggled to push myself up from my strong body with chaos.

" No ! I won't let you go anywhere again ! I won't let anyone take you away from me !!" I was shocked by the sick person's words. It seems that Nong Camp now has a rise in body temperature again. But both of his arms were still holding onto me, not letting go. As a result, my body and some of my organs were in contact with some of his organs, which I was not very mentally strong. when that part of me touches the stimulus below It caused me to be emotionally distracted almost instantly. There wasn't much left in my subconscious but I could control it as much as it could do. Before I used all my strength to quickly push myself away from the big man while Nong Camp accidentally loosened his embrace from me ...

" Why did you do this ... or did you change your mind from me !"

" It's not like that, camp. Camp is very hot right now. I'm just going to wipe myself off the campsite to keep my body heat down. " I said my purpose now that I'm settled. I didn't think that I would be pulled into anything else by the person in front of me. Then turn to pick up a cloth in a basin, wring some water and wipe it on the patient's face again. With a little trepidation ...

" Since you don't love me anymore ... I won't be in your eyes anymore !" The sentence that came out of the mouth of the young man I loved the most in my life ended. He brushed my hand with a small handkerchief from him before the Camp got up. To pick up the shoulder bag to zipped and then walked straight to the closet while collecting his clothes in that backpack quickly, without tears flowing in the cheeks.

I was shocked by Camp's actions. Did I make my younger brother so sad like this? I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my left chest without knowing the cause. I couldn't bear it if the person I loved was sad because of me like this. The only thing I should do is hold him back and explain all that happened to him. but words can be considered flashed into my head ...

" I love camp !" I said from the heart, but I didn't see that he would stop packing things in his bag.

" I really love camping !!"

“ Brother Mei, what did you say … I didn't hear you !” The person who was in an offended mood slowly turned towards me standing behind him.

" I said I love Camp, " I said in a clear voice. by emphasizing the word love with him with a feeling overflowing with happiness When I start to see smiles appear on the faces of those I love I slowly raised both my arms and prepared to hug him happily. But !

“ That's it ... You've been wasting your time for so long !!” A tone that shows ridicule and a smile that indicates victory. was transmitted to me in just a fraction of a second, I could feel it I was shocked by the words and gestures of the people in front of me.

" What does Camp say like that mean ?"

" You're really silly. You can't really see it, can you? That this is a game !!"

" Is that a game ?!" I asked back, still feeling numb.

" Yes ! It's a game that I and Day play together. with the word love your sewage as a bet ... hahaha "

" Did Day even know about this story ?" I tried to ask for as much information as possible. With emotions that are too much to bear

" It's already dry. Because Day really loves you. It really wants you to be my girlfriend. So I came to fool me because I was the one who invited him to play this game. With the condition that whoever makes you say I love you first wins. And the other person has to stop messing with you for the rest of his life. In any case, I feel pity for it too ... Both of you are stupid. And in the end, I won because I was with you all the time. And besides, you're stupid to love me too, heh !! Satisfied !” This is the person I love the most. I became a buffalo or to say another way. I am now its emotional toy. It always played with my feelings for it. I was angry, standing trembling in front of it. Before making an important decision in life and not thinking of doing this before, especially with someone I love like it

Pug !!

I tightly clenched my fist into its mouth. As a result, it fell to the floor in front of the closet. Without a single word from me When my decision is over Therefore walked to pick up the belt. The rope that was able to find a hand to tie his hand quickly while it was unconscious because of my punch. After that I hurried Organize everything into the 2 large bags and miscellaneous things in the backpack on the shoulder. Then he lifted all his bags out of the room and closed the door. Walk straight into the elevator down to the private car parked in the parking lot under the dormitory building. As soon as I put all my things in the trunk of the car, I started the car and drove off to a certain place without a drop of tears ....

" I'm going to punch him in the face ! Why did he do this to you … s**t !!" Nong Day cursed fiercely after listening to the story. This kind of emotion is also frightening for the heirs of real estate owners. I stand and talk to his younger brother in front of the restaurant where he works.

" To sum up the story, it's exactly what he told me, isn't it ?!" His voice was simple but filled with pain. I think Nong Day would be able to touch it.

" Really, brother ! By the way, I'm at fault for this. If that day I ignored its invitation You don't have to suffer like this. I'm sorry, Mei. "

" I'm not angry with Day because Day is not the wrong person. Besides, it passed and let it pass … from now on, let's not talk about it again !”

" So what am I going to do next? Packed all the stuff out ..."

" Never mind. But I still don't want to go home. Because going back, I don't want to answer these questions. Would you mind if you asked to stay with us for a while before you got a new job ? A bright smile immediately appeared on Nong Day's face. After less than five seconds, I was happily pulled into a hug by a large person ....