|Sofia|
I DO not know if I slept well or because of the deep conversation with Mama last night that my heart became lighter when I woke up.
I prepared well for work. Not in a hurry and not thinking too much.
Maybe I was able to think last night about what Mama said and considered the decisions that Lance and I made.
We both wanted to save each other in times of our ‘need’, where I could happen to stumble upon Ian while Lance could have chances of encountering Natalya.
But I realized that all that we were doing was like running away from our problems, a short-term relief away from a problem. I know it was okay, but this will go into nothing if we would still continue this show. Maybe Mama is right. Ian and I should talk about this. I will suggest this to Lance too. And I will also say
