"Today is a brand new ending. A day to love. A day to care. A day to heal. A day to forgive. A day to encourage. A day to start fresh." Remember and Forgive. *** Bellarose Martinelli. 4 weeks after.. Four weeks after the incident, I ran away for a while to think and unwind my mind. Because if I didn't do that, and stay there by her side, I'm sure mawawala lang ako lalo sa sarili ko. I admit that it is not easy for me to forget about Mara being a killer. It haunts me, every night for the past two weeks, she haunts my dreams. The way she kills, the look on her eyes, the blood all over her body. Everything is not easy to deal with. Lalo na para sakin, killing is a major sin that I can't even stand. And the love of my life being a killer is so hard to forget. I admit, hin

