CHAPTER 44 DEVLIN “Please place her suitcase inside the main bedroom,” I instructed one of the staff once we set foot in our apartment. Away from the center of my gaze, I saw and felt Sairah’s vivid stare on our way to Central Park and even while we were eating in the restaurant, just like what she was doing now. Her eyes roamed around our apartment but she also glanced at me from time to time. I avoided looking at her directly as I didn’t want her to stop. I pretended to be oblivious of what was happening and engrossed in reading the correspondence on my mobile phone. We were so awkward around each other. I still didn’t know how to speak with her without alerting her defense shield. Although I didn't want her to feel unwanted, God knows how much I missed her, but I didn't want her

