CHAPTER 42 DEVLIN “I thought you wouldn’t leave Sairah there?” Juval asked as we traveled to Yorkville. True. I wouldn’t leave her there if it were just me. But--I saw her pale condition earlier while trying to absorb the information we gently told her. I realized Jeffrey was right. It was too early to force-feed anything in her brain, and many things could upset her easily. “Given her current state, I can’t force her. She had to come home, willingly.” A myriad of feelings filled me. I was happy to find her, but freaking s**t, I couldn’t force her to come home with me. I had to follow Jeffrey and Xavier’s advice, mostly Xavier's. He affirmed the possibility of panic attacks and headaches. I couldn't bear her to suffer much. Juval looked at me, observing my reaction thoroughly. After

