CHAPTER 43 Ellyce. It was a gloomy morning to start a day. The atmosphere was kinda cold and the sky outside is still dark. I breathe heavily and close my eyes. Not to feel the moment but to function what just happened. Me, myself either couldn't believe what I just done. It was embarrassing. I can't believe that I gave myself to him. But, I also wonder. What will happen after this? Am I going back to myself who still can't get over to Tyrone? Or to myself who always end up in crying? I'm tired. I'm tired of everything and I badly want to rest. But, I can't. Spending my whole night with him gives some unexplainable feeling. Sharing what I have to him can slip all of the bad things that happened to me. Staring into each others eyes makes me feel alive and continue to live. That's the ef