Fighting your own feelings is the most arduous and unfortunate thing you’ll ever imagine and experience. And in the end, you can just give in to those feelings and let go. Just… let go. What’s going to happen next, I’ll just perhaps leave it to Fate.
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Zen slowly licked and kissed my tears dry, making me close my eyes. “Forgive me for what I did, for betraying you with those women. But I swear, I didn’t give them any of my seeds. I only reserve them to you.”
I didn’t know if I’d laugh, feel embarrassed, appalled or get angry with him. My lips just parted while staring at him in disbelief.
“And please, don’t you ever think you’re undeserving of me. I should be the one telling you that. But still,
