Kabanata 33
Mabilis ang t***k ng puso ko habang tinatanaw ang malaking kabahayan namin. Hindi ko alam kung dapat ko bang ipagpatuloy ang desisyon na ito pero alam kong ito ang tama at dapat kong gawin.
The sky was in various shades of blue like it's telling me that today is going to be a fine day. Para sa kanilang makakarinig ng balitang ito ay siguradong purong tuwa ang mararamdaman nila. They've been asking us for a grandchild and now, we're here to announce that I'm pregnant.
Pero kabaliktaran ang nararamdaman ko. I feel guilty and all. How could I be happy knowing that we'll be spreading lies as soon as we step into this house and face them? I feel guilty for them. I feel guilty for myself. But most of all, I feel guilty for Christian.
Hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin maatim tang
