ALI
I'm nervous. Aside from the fact that this is the first time we've gone to a hotel together, it's also the first time we'll be alone in one room. I can't really explain how I'm feeling right now. Sancho has never once tried to pressure me into anything. He's been a total gentleman throughout our relationship, and even if he were to ask me, I would willingly offer myself to him. I can never imagine surrendering myself to anyone else.
I don't know where our relationship is headed, especially now that I realize the vast difference in our social status. Despite that, Sancho has never made me feel that difference. He often considers my feelings in everything.
Like agreeing to eat at affordable places. I've never heard him complain, even when I take him to fast food or a cheap restaurant.
