ALI It was supposed to be just a lunch date, but it was already four in the afternoon, and the two of them still haven't returned. It seems like they're enjoying themselves too much. Why am I getting annoyed? Isn't this what I wanted to happen? But why does it feel like I'm the one more hurt by what's going on? Am I secretly hoping that Sancho will continue to pursue me and prove me wrong, regardless of my actions? You're being foolish, setting him up with someone else after being intimate with him, and now you're acting upset that he's directing his attention elsewhere, said the tiny voice inside my head. My subconscious self is such a b***h, but that b***h is right. I know deep inside my thoughts that she's speaking the truth. I'm thinking and hoping that he'll do everything to regai