ANDI
I'VE been disoriented the whole day since I left the Grand Duke's room. I can't understand why I didn't even say no instantly. It makes me question myself, am I really considering taking his offer?
I admit I'm attracted to him. Why do you think I let him do those things to me the other when I can easily subdue him if I want to. It's because I wanted it to happen. I crave his touch. I am hungry for his kiss. But being in a no-strings-attached relationship is a different thing. It's a game that I am intended to lose no matter how I take it.
I haven't seen him since this morning. Somehow, I felt relieved. I'm sure how I should talk to him after what he said. I can't still digest that he's attracted to me. Why? What did he see in me to make him attracted to me? Is it my constant defian
