Kabanata 34
“What’s happening, Ariadne?” Takang tanong ni mom. Napailing ako at patuloy humihikbi.
“I can’t do it, mom. I’m not fit to be a mom,” Pag-iyak ko habang umaagos ang tubig sa buong katawan ko.
Kasalukuyan akong nasa restroom at umiiyak. I was filled with a lot of emotions these days and today was the worst.
I don’t know what’s going on. A lot of things are passing through my head and it kills me. Isabay pa ang demanding na attention na kailangan ng baby ko.
It’s just been 2 months since I gave birth. I thought things will be better now that I’ll have my son but it didn’t change. I felt extremely broken and pity myself. I want to be gone for good. I feel so miserable that I can’t even celebrate the life that I made.
I feel like a failure to my son. I feel like it’s all
