Nat was not expecting him to explain but he managed to clear her doubts. She had questions after that incident and she tried defending his actions, something which she failed as she kept wondering what he was thinking during those moments. Now, she knew. And she understood.
In a way, she knew she’s to blame, too. She allowed him to defile her. She didn’t stop him. She knew she could have and he would. So, she apologized for her part in the fiasco.
She added, “Initially, I did feel a little excited. What was the word you used? Thrilled? But when it finally happened and all those people came to check on us, I was mortified. I felt like they knew exactly what was going on under the table and they would judge me as a slut. That I’m disgusting for doing it in a restaurant. I felt that they
