CHAPTER 17: ILANG ARAW NA rin akong binabagabag noong mga poser na nagpapanggap as Nicolai and I can’t help but to burst out in anger. Kaagad kong ipinost sa f*******: ang hinanakit at inis ko sa mga poser na patuloy akong sini-send-an ng message at nagpapanggap na sila raw si Nicolai. I don’t want to cause chaos on my fans' part but I can’t take it anymore. Ilang minuto lang matapos akong nag-post, tumawag na si Conor. “Bakit kasi sinabi mo sa vlog na gusto mo si Nicolai? See what happened?! They are making fun of you!” Conor exclaimed after I answered the phone. “Conor, I was just getting straight to the point. Nicolai was my ideal man, you know that.” “Yes, I know that very well. But you don’t have to say that to other people. Aren’t you afraid that Nicolai might take advantage of