Kabanata 39
Malamang kung kasama ko sila Selena ngayon, sisigawan nila ako ng weirdo. Paano ba naman kasi, midnight na pero anong ginagawa ko? Nandito ako sa seashore at nagflofloating sa ilalim ng sinag ng buwag at maulap na kalangitan.
I don't feel cold at all. Thought, my skin is cold it's even near freezing. Imagine in the middle of midnight, I am wearing nothing while floating at the sea. But I don't care at all. Wala akong maramdamang kahit na anong emosyon pero parang kanina lang sobra-sobra akong nasasaktan.
Maybe I had enough of that pain last night that's why now, I feel so hollow. Numb. Void. Empty. Nothing. No sorrow. No pain. No joy. No anger. I can't even remember what does 'feeling' feels like.
Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko at inalala yong sakit naramdaman ko nung nagdaang
