NAPAUNGOL si Mika nang hinugot ni Kyron ang kamay at isinubo sa bibig. Kyron suck his hand as he stare deep into her eyes. Napalunok si Mika at bigla na lamang siya nauhaw sa kanyang nasilayan. She squirmed in her place even though Kyron's doing nothing.
It was his eyes who's making s*x with her.
Oh, god... for a moment she just want to spread her legs and put him inside her. Halos mapamura siya sa isipin na iyon. Dahil hindi niya kailanman na kaya niyang mag-isip ng ganoon.
Napakagat siya sa labi at halos mapamura siya kung gaano niya kagustong sunggaban si Kyron sa mga labi. ”Kyron...”
Kyron pulled his hand from her mouth and then he made a pop sound. He gave one last and long lick to her fingers before looking at her. Nanatili lamang na nakipagtinginan si Kyron hanggang sa una itong nagbawi ng mga mata at bumuntong-hininga.
“I can't do it, Mik...” wika ni Kyron at hinilot ang sentido.
“What?” nagtatakang tanong ni Mika, hindi na naiwasan na magtunog desperado.
“I changed my mind, Mik, I'm sorry. I just... can't. Not that you're a virgin,” pagpapaliwanag ni Kyron at humilig sa dinding sa tabi niya.
Hindi makapaniwalang napatingin si Mika sa binata pagkatapos ay naalala niya ang pinag-usapan nila ng mga kaibigan noon...
“What do you think the reason when a man declines your request?” tanong ni Mika at hinanda ang ballpen at papel.
“It depends on the request, Mik,” sagot ni Shania at sarkastikong tumimgin sa kanya. “Aba, eh, kung may hihiling sa akin na tulungan siya sa pagpatay sa ganito ay malamang ay hihindi ako. Mukha lang akong approachable at hindi maka-hindi pero kapag ganoon ay hihindi ako.”
Napaungol si Mika sa sagot ng kaibigan at tiningnan niya ito nang masama. “Not that kind of request, Mik. Kakanood mo talaga iyan ng How To Get Away With Murder.”
“What kind of request then? Complete your question, Mik. Naturingang writer pero hindi marunong magtanong.”
“Shut up. Ikaw diyan ang sumagot agad, eh may follow-up question pa ako, hangal!” asik ni Mika at dinuro ito gamit ng ballpen.
“Ikaw ang inutil! May pa-suspence ka pa kasing nalalaman puwede mo naman itanong agad,” ganting asik ni Shania para mangiggil na pinisil niya ang pisngi nito.
Biglang binawi ni Heather ang kanyang ball pen at pinaghiwalay silang dalawa. “Paalala. Maganyanan kayo na walang matalim na bagay. Ayokong may dumanak na dugo dito sa bahay ko.”
Umingos si Mika at binawi niya ang bell pen dito. “Oo na po, Madam Heather, Where we again? Right, the question. What do you think the reason when a man declines your request... about having s*x?”
Nagtatakang napatingin sa kanya si Shania. “Para saan ito?”
Pinaikot ni Mika ang mga mata sa iritasyon. “Just answer the question, Shan.”
“Hindi ko alam kung saan ako maiinis, eh. Diyan ba sa ugali mong demanding o sa pagkawala mo ng common sense.”
Kumunot lamang ang mga kilay ni Mika.
“Fine. Ganito iyon. Magbigay tayo ng halimbawa...” wika ni Shania sabay hinimas ang baba. “Si Heather ay gamitin nating pangalan na babae at si Kyron naman ang lalaki.”
“What the hell...” naiinis na sambit ni Mika.
“What? I never even said anything yet,” nagtatakang tanong ni Shania at nagpapantastikuhang tumingin sa kanya.
“Oh, just by using that name already gives me a sign that your explanation would be useless...” saad niya sabay napabuga nang marahas na hangin.
"Just because of Kyron's name?" nalilitong tanong ni Shania.
“Yes, I don't want hearing that name again,” pahayag ni Mika at umismid. “Every time I hear his name makes me vommit.”
“Yeah, he was literally a walking d**k,” pagsang-ayon ni Heather para mapangisi siya dito sabay kinindatan ito. “Don't you ever use my name with that Casanova, again.”
“Okay, okay. I get the fact that Mika hates Casanova jerks and Kyron's is one, I totally agree but you...” wika ni Shania sabay nagtatakang inihudyat ang mga kamay kay Heather. “Since when do you hate him?”
“I don't know I just feel it in my gut that he will cause trouble soon,” sagot ni Heather.
“Whatever, you two. I am the who gets to answer the question so you might both shut up...” maarteng tugon ni Shania at eksaheradang itinaas ang hintuturo at itinuro ang sarili. “I get to use what name whoever I want. Don't be so dramatic. It's just an explanation.”
“Well, if you're going to use that name then just don't bother answering. I'll ask Heather instead,” nagtayampo niyang saad sa kaibigan na si Shania.
“Fine, whatever. Okay then, let's use Heather and Jackson name, is that okay now?” sarkastikong tanong ni Shania para mapatango na lamang siya.
Heather on the other side just shrugged.
“So I guess that's a yes so I'm proceeding on my explanation, okay? Bitches!” Nababanasa na pinaikot ni Shania ang mga mata. “For instance, Heather asked for s*x to Jackson—”
“What? I don't get to ask that to Jackson. I don't get to ask that to anyone,” palahaw bigla ni Heather para matawa na lamang siya sa reaksyon nito.
Napaungol si Shania at nahuhumindusang naihilamos nito ang mga kamay sa mukha. “God! Why do I have such over senstive friend?! Where's Alex when I need her the most, damn!”
“Just get the hell on with the explanation, Shan. Ignore's Heather disagrement,” natatawang wika ni Mika kay Shania.
“Okay, anyone who will cut me again. I will not hesitate to slap in return, for real...” banta nito at huminga nang malalim. “Heather ask for s*x and then Jackson declined. It only means one thing. Jackson's not interested. He's not into Heather..."
Napailing-iling si Mika sa memoryang iyon. Is Kyron not into him? But almost every man was into him. There's no way he wasn't when he just f*****g made her c*m.
“No! You just freaking slid your fingers inside in my f*****g v****a, Kyron," Mika said in a matter-of-fact tone. "Should I let someone f**k me to make you f**k me? Should I ask one of your friends then? Who do you want me to ask? Isaac? Jackson?”
“Stop that...” marahang sita ng binata. Sa sobrang hina ng boses nito ay para na lamang itong bumulong sa hangin.
“What? Bringing your name's friend after you f*****g make me moan?” nanunukat na tanong ni Mika at mariing tiningnan ang binata.
“No, the cussing. I never think you are capable of uttering that,” Napabuntong-hininga si Kyron pagkatapos ay napatingin sa kanya.
“Imagine if I suck your d**k and then leave you hanging, won't you f*****g cursed?” nanunukat na tanong ni Mika para mawalan ng kataga ang binata. “You will, right? I bet you eill cursed more than that. Because you know how it makes someone f*****g frustrated. Ganito ako kapag nararamdaman iyon. I cursed... a lot.when I'm f*****g frustrated. Pero ginagawa ko lang iyon kapag kasama ko lang ang mga kaibigan ko at kapag ako lang mag-isa.”
“Then I should make you frustrated all the time then?” Ngumisi ang binata. “You looked hotter when you cursed.”
“If I sounded hot then why can't you do it? I might also do that when you're inside me...” desperadong sambit ni Mika at nilamukos ang kwelyo ng binata. Inilapit niya ang katawan sa binata at siya na mismo ang nagpilya sa kanyang katawan dito para maramdaman kung gaano ito katigas. “Just take it... Use that shaft. Bury it inside me, hard until I c*m. Then I'll be fine afterwards. I won't ask any just take me and then we'll stop this.”
“You trigger me, Mika. You should be running away and not begging for me to do it,” wika ng binata sa malat na boses. “You don't know. You don't know me at all... I am capable of things you cannot handle.”
Mika looked at his eyes and then she assured him. Kyron was talking about his kink obviously and it wasn't making her flinched or shocked nor even scared. Instead, she felt the opposite towards him. That somehow she wanted to do that for him not just because of her secret rebellion but because she's curious.
Way curious than she could explain.
Nanatili silang magkatitigan hanggang sa marinig ang halinhin na paghalinghig ng nasa kabilang kubiko.
Kyron withdraw his eyes and then she saw how his jaw clenched. “You know, right... I can see it in your eyes that you knew. I can tell by the way you looked at me.”
Napapikit si Mika at sandaling hindi umimik. Denying it won't change the fact the he's right. Masyado siyang naging halata. Hindi niya naman naisip na dapat itong ikbuli dahil para sa kanya ay ayos lang ang ganoong mga tao. He's a dominant. He likes to be in control. Ang hindi niya malamang ay kung gaano kalala ang pagiging dominante nito bilang isang lalaki. Dahil natitiyak niya, ang lahat ng mga kababaihan na lumapit dito ay mistulang sila na ang naghandog sa kanilang katawan na matamasa ang sarap gayundin ay ang sakit.
“Since when did you know?” tanong ng binata para mapawi na ang knanyang pagkabahala sa kasalukuyan.
“Just a month ago, I was asking about dominant men for my novels and it happens that Alex spills me the tea by accident,” Mika lied and then she shrugged. “It's not a big deal, you know. It's not a problem to me if you have that.”
“Not a problem to you, but to me it is.” Nag-aalalang sumipat sa kanya si Kyrom bago ulit ito nagbawi ng kamay. “You triggered my dominance, Mika. Whenever I look at you, I can't help but think of punishing you and you are screaming in pain and pleasure at the same time... I can imagine you hurting and it gives me pleasure.”
Napapikit si Mika doon at nahinuha niya na ginagawa iyon sa kanya. At sa hindi alam na kadahilanan ay nagustuhan niya ang epekto niyon sa kanya. She could feel her but stinging because of continues spanking. She could feel him choking her and it only makes her whimpered in pleasure and pain but in a satisfying way.
“And I don't want that. I cannot let that happen, Mika. Not to you...“ Umiling-iling si Kyron at huminga nang malalim. “I do want to do it with you because I can't let myself hurt you. You don't deserve it.”
Nawala nang itutugon si Mika sa mga oras na iyon. Hinayaan niya lamang na mamayani ang katahimikan sa pagitan nilang dalawa habang hinayaan na lamang nilang marinig ang pag-ungol ng kung sinumang nagtatalik mula sa kabilang kubiko. Hanggang sa naisipan niya na magsabi na lamang ng totoo.
“My mom... she arrange me for marriage,” malungkot na panimula niya sa paliwanang.
Hindi makapaniwalang lumingon sa kanya ang binata pagkatapos ay tiningnan siya na para bang may pakialam ito.
“Don't look at me like that,” pagsita niya sa binata at inilisya ang mga mata sa ibang bagay galing dito. “Don't look at me like you care.”
“I care, okay? Even though I know you hate me for being friends with Alejandro, I care,” wika ni Kyron para mapatingin siya dito. “Did you think I didn't know? You won't even land a glance on me while you're okay with everybody.”
“I don't hate you, Kyron, It's just don't want to associate withbthe likes of you...” paliwanag niya para mapabuga nang hangin di Kyron sa kawalang paniwala.
“It's still labeled hate for me...” anito sabay umismid. “I get it, you don't like me being around. That is why I'm so shocked you approach after two years of hating me.”
“I don't hate you. Hate is strong word to use of what I feel towards you, Kyron,“ ani Mika para mapabuntong-hininga siya nang malalim. “I distance myself because I know If I don't I would end up in your bed. Kasi rumurupok ako kapag dating sa 'yo. Sulyapan mo lang ako at natutunaw na ako na parang sorbetes. I don't want to be vulnerable. Not in your sight.”
Nantiling tahimik lamang si Kyron sa kinauupuan at kumurap-kurap lamang.
“And now that my life is getting to be controlled, I regret distancing myself from you. I shouldn't have done that.” pagpapatuloy ni Mika pagkatapos ay napahilot sa sentido. “I should have slept with you the moment I met you. I totally waste my chance.”
“No, you don't. I think it's a great time to do it,” wika ng binata para maguluhan siya nang bahagya.
“So you mean, you're doing it?” Mika asked in her utmost exhilaration.
“Yeah, so let's go and let me hear you cursed again while you moan...” natatawang sambit ng binata bago siya hinila patungo sa elevator.
“Are we doing it in your way?” tanong ni Mika na nagpangisi nang malaki sa binata.
“Cute but no, Mika, you won't be able to take it,” pagtutol ni Kyron pagkatapos ay bumukas na ang elevator at pahagbis na ipinasok siya sa marahil penthouse ng binata. “We'll do it it in a gentle way. If I became aggressive, just remind me to slow down.”
Napatango-tango si Mika habang kagat niya ang pang-ibabang labi.
“And don't that often, I mean, the lip biting,” nag-iigtingan pagbabawal ni Kyron. “Whenever I saw you doing that it makes me want to taste blood from it. So please, don't.”
Mika pursed her lips and then she nodded again.
Kyron looked at him intently into the eyes and she saw how his jaw clenched. “Okay, strip...”