It’s been three days since Ryo left for his urgent business in NY country and in those three days, I still haven’t contacted him. I also turned off my cellphone. I admit, I cried when I saw his text, but I still decided not to contact him. Kahit na sinabi na sa ‘kin ni Rona, na okay lang kahit na maging clingy ako, na okay lang manghingi ng update lagi dahil nasa ganoong relasyon naman kami, kung hindi naman galing sa kaniya, bakit pa? I want to give him some time for himself as well. We’re still not fully mated. We just officially recognize each other as mates. We had s*x, but that’s not what being mated is. Ryo has to bite my nape during my heat for us to be fully mated. He tried before, but I—I didn’t let him bite my nape. Of course, it's just because we’re being led by our pheromone