No one can talk to me right now even those two, Jenny and Mau. The blood l**t are still in my vain and invading my system and it will not disappear, not unless I kill someone I hated the most. It is either one of the elder or a denim. I closed my eyes and her face looked at me in a worried state. Huminga ako ng malalim at saka umupo sa harap nya and she gave me a tea with a rose scent. This rose tea calm me a bit but not enough. "You okay?" Nag aalala nyang tanong at umiling ako. "The blood l**t in my veins are still there." sabi ko at uminom ng tea, "Anong gagawin ko Cephenrene? Hindi ko makontrol ang sarili ko. Feeling ko once na lumabas ako makakapatay ako. Ayoko mangyari yun, ayokong maulit ulit ang nangyari sa village." Nag aalala kong sabi sa kanya. "Its because of your emotion,