~(REINA CELESTINE CALDERON POV)
Nananatili akong nakahiga sa ibabaw ng kama staring at the ceiling.
Hindi ko alam kung ilang beses na akong humugot ng malalim na hininga.
Hindi pa rin nawawala ang kabog sa dibdib ko. I was still thinking of what had happened earlier. Nararamdaman ko pa rin ang mainit na kamay nito na humahaplos sa baywang ko at sa likuran ko. I hated myself because I didn't even have to think of that. I didn't need to remember that, but there I was, still remembering even the smallest details.
Nararamdaman ko pa rin ang init ng kamay nito and his eyes...
Pumikit ako ng mariin at nagpakawala ako ng malilim na hininga.
Hindi ko alam kung gaano pa katagal na kailangan kong isantabi ang mga bagay tungkol rito. I didn't want to think of him pero simula nang dumating siya
