Her Redemption

Chapter 2 – Her Rebirth

She couldn’t process it immediately. Her current situation didn’t help. She found herself repeating exactly what she did back then. That night, it was her first time and the man took the lead. He wasn’t exactly gentle, but he didn’t hurt her either. He was rough at times, but the pain was bearable.

In all the years she’d worked to please men, she has encountered different types of them inside the bedroom.

This one knew exactly that she’s a virgin and inexperienced. It was what he was looking for when his assistant contacted her.

He gave her simple instructions which she easily followed. As she couldn’t properly think while she’s being pleasured as well, she went with the original flow. This body of hers was young. She could already feel her muscles aching, especially her hips and legs. They went on for over an hour, almost two. Their bodies were sweaty and the scent of s*x filled the room. Some spots on the sheets were wet with their bodily fluids. She panted against a pillow, lying on her stomach as she surveyed the man next to her.

Jeremy. Jeremy Hill. If this really was that time when she had her first encounter with a man, he must be thirty-eight years old while she’s only eighteen.

She closed her eyes. What’s going on? Her heart suddenly thudded and started racing.

She could clearly remember the face of the woman who fired a gun at her. She could remember the last situation she was in. She could remember most of the things that happened to her in the last seven years and the years before that.

She opened her eyes and stretched her left hand in front of her. Last year, she got a wound down her left thumb. There was a scar that remained… But where is it? She turned her hand over but saw no scar. Right, the contraception on her arm. She’d gotten her third one a few months ago. She took a deep breath as her arm looks clear. It’s still flawless. There’s no sign that something has been inserted on it.

She was startled when Jeremy turned on his side to look at her. He raised an eyebrow.

“You’re not tired? Should we continue?” He showed a little smirk.

Nia gently shook her head. “Let me rest for a while, please.”

She decidedly closed her eyes and took deep breaths. Jeremy stared at her and frowned. He can understand that she’s tired, but he didn’t expect her to ask for rest. When he asked earlier and hinted that he might continue using her body even after she’s tired or fainted, she nodded her head. She muttered in a low voice that she understands, her eyes looking determined. His lips curved upwards. Well, it’s true that people can change their minds.

He returned his eyes on the ceiling before closing them.

Not hearing any sort of movement beside her, Nia concluded that he’s gone to sleep, or at least rest.

She tried thinking again. Somehow, this was the day she lost her virginity. How it happened? She doesn’t know. She tried pinching herself and grimaced. Yeah, that’s legit pain she’s feeling. Under the blanket, she could almost feel her nakedness. It’s a little cold as the sweat on her body and the wind from the air conditioning met.

This is supposedly seven years ago. But she’s back to this point? Why can’t it be a little further? Why couldn’t she avoid this night and all that followed it?

She shook her head again. Even if she goes back a little further, is there anything she could do to change what’s gonna happen tonight?

Even with the seven years she’d experienced, she had known nothing that could help their situation now. Internally, she groaned and planted her face against the pillow. Why is she so stupid? Having returned to this time, she knows no one who would be willing to help her. She doesn’t know where to get money for her mother and her family. And even if by sheer luck she gets her hands on some money, she wouldn’t know what to do with it. She hasn’t completed her education. She hasn’t stepped into college. What does she know about business or investments? What other way could she earn money?

She realized now how pathetic those last seven years have been. Wait, those would be her next seven years now, wouldn’t it?

If, for some reason, she’s really starting over at this point… what could she change? That is the question.

Her mom… she opened her eyes again at the realization. Her mom’s still alive at this time. Her heart was glad and she silently shed tears for the chance to be with her again. Oh, how she missed her mother. In her previous life, she was only able to talk to her a few times a month and rarely during her last year on the hospital. She weakens as time passes. She remembers her mother’s heartbroken expression when she learned what Nia had done. She feels that she’d failed her daughter, while the daughter feels that she’d failed her mother. That was about a year from today, Nia realized. Her sister intentionally let it slip during one of their visits. Lara has been unapologetic, saying she’s only stating the truth. She’s very insensitive.

Now, what can she do after this? It took her a while to remember about Joshua and his private club. Right. If she could get in, she would at least guarantee a high-end and safe clientele. She vaguely recalls that Jeremy is a VIP. She frowns. When she heard his name from someone else, she thought the person must be mistaken. If he’s already VIP at the club, how did he end up with her tonight? She’s sure there must be new girls… women at the club.

She stared at his side profile. Should she try to get in through him? Would he be willing to give her information? Should she try asking?

Thankfully, she’s no longer the timid eighteen-year-old from before. Over the years, she’d learned to be assertive as she asked around for better opportunities. Sadly, she could only ask within their industry. That’s the only thing she learned to navigate in all those years.

She sighed as she plopped her face on the pillow again. Why didn’t she try learning something else? Now, she still needs to continue as a s*x worker and service different men. Why is her life so difficult? She gritted her teeth. This time, she must do better. Her eyes teared up again as she promised to make sure her mother would be properly taken care of. If she can get in at the club, she could have her transferred to a different hospital, hire a personal caregiver, get the best treatment…

She fell asleep thinking about those things. When she woke up a few hours later, it’s while being tickled by Jeremy. She opened her bleary eyes and tried to have it focused. She remembers now. He’d taken her three times throughout the night. This must be around midnight, the second round. He’d woken her up this way.

“Glad to know you’ll be participating while conscious.” He grinned at her before sucking one of her breasts into his mouth. She gasped at the sensation. Why is this body so sensitive? Having had so many men, it came to a point where she could sometimes turn herself off and not feel anything while doing the deed. Some men like the woman to participate and take the lead, some of them prefers their women to be pliant and obedient. Some wouldn’t even let you touch them. She’d learned how to deal with each type.

Right now, her mind might be experienced but her body is not. It reacted the same way it did in her previous life. Well, at least Jeremy seems satisfied.

Back then, she didn’t dare talk to him while engaging in the act. Afterwards, she only thanked him after receiving his payment. She watched him go without saying more. To be fair, she truly didn’t know what to say back then. She was afraid she’ll piss him off. She also didn’t know what to ask. Right now, if she mentions the club, he would most likely be suspicious. She should phrase her question differently. Probe a little, without giving away anything.

She could appreciate now how this man was attentive of her own pleasure. He was attractive, too. She might have remembered a few things incorrectly. She thought he’s a bit older than this. She clutched his shoulders as he entered her again. They both groaned as he did so. She realized now how much her insides is clenching around his manhood. It seemed to go on. He pulled back and thrusted further inside her before stopping his movements. It made her gasp louder, accompanied by a cry. He could feel her tightness around him and the pulsing action that squeezes his length. It felt so good. He couldn’t hide the grin on his face. He’s found a nice virgin this time. Oh, he’d missed this kind of bodily reaction.

He grunted as he started thrusting again, slowly this time, enjoying the feel of her around him, seemingly not letting go. He reached for the condoms and wore one. It won’t do to come inside her. As a virgin, he assumes she’s not on any type of contraception. He’s not going to mess up and get her pregnant. Of course, he can simply demand that she takes the pill tomorrow. But he’s not about to risk it.

He returned to her with the rubber on, his length pulsing as it gets covered in her warmth again. He pumped faster and harder and he watched as her eyes teared up. Her cries sounded as if it’s mixed with pain. He slowed down again. After doing so, her expression relaxed and he reached for her twin peaks. He played with their ample size and squeezed. It would be better if she gets bigger breasts. Well, she’s still young. They’ll probably grow as it gets massaged more often. Her cries became one from pleasure and he’s pleased to hear it. He moved one of her legs to his shoulder as he pounded inside her. After a while more, he climaxed. Fully satisfied. When he looked down at her, he realized she already fainted. He doesn’t think she merely fell asleep. He pumped a couple more times before pulling out of her. He disposed the condom and laid next to her again. This time, he didn’t bother covering their bodies with a blanket. He admired her lithe body. It was well-proportioned and her skin was soft and fair.

At around four o’clock in the morning, he woke her up again and they had another session. Nia was determined to ask him for help before their cooperation ends. She’s afraid she would wake up with him gone so she kept herself awake by sheer determination.

Even Jeremy looked surprised when their coupling ended and saw her eyes still open.