I don’t know how long it has been since I have thrown myself on my bed. I lost track of time thinking about what Master Zadin told me. That has been the center of all my thoughts since then. By just thinking about it, I can already feel the weight I will soon carry. That is why I want to take my time deciding, but not to the extent of Master Harris running out of his own time.
I took a deep breath as I coiled my body and hugged my pillow. There’s a part of me that wants to agree in an instant without thinking of the possible consequences it would bear in the future; and there is also a part of me that wants to weigh things out. I am so conflicted and I am starting to hate it.
I was about to fall asleep when I heard noises outside my room. At first, I couldn’t comprehend the noise, but wh
