PAYNE IRENE FABILA-ABELLERA
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I prepared Cyden's suit while he was in the bathroom. I wanted to help him adjust his necktie pero hindi niya na ako hinayaang gawin iyon.
I just simply and silently watched him while also preparing.
Sabay na kaming nagpunta sa venue. Katulad dati maraming lumapit sa kaniya para batiin at kamayan siya, ganoon din sa akin na tila wala pang idea tungkol sa issue. I could also feel some people around na tinitingnan ako mula ulo hanggang paa, like they knew everything about me.
Cyden still introduced me as his wife to those asking about me, but it was never the same. He used to introduce me with a wide smile and without anyone asking.
I should get used to it.
He told me na maupo na sa designated table. Sinunod ko ang sinabi niya and just watched him ro
