DUSTIAN IAR MENDEZ — Nanatili akong nakatayo sa harap ng puntod ng anak ko. Everything was still not sinking in my head. I couldn't imagine moving forward and waking up each day that I no longer have him. His smiles and laughter used to be my motivation and my strength. I could still remember feeling excited to come home because I knew I'd see his angelic face. I could still remember working an extra hour because I badly wanted to give him a comfortable life and be able to buy all the toys he wanted. Naramdaman ko na naman ang pag-agos ng luha sa pisngi ko at kusang kumuyom ang mga palad ko. I had to know what really happened. Hindi ako papayag na walang managot sa nangyari. I chose to mourn to respect his funeral for the past few days pero ngayon na natapos na ang libing niya..