ALENSLEY CASTIEL LA GUARDIA
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Halos hindi ako nakatulog. I cried so much while reading his diary lalo na sa nakadikit na candy roon. Iyon ang hinihingi ko sa kaniya noon na hindi niya ibinigay. It was still clear on my mind.
He said it was his way of protecting me. He let me be so close to my dad. Hindi siya umagaw kahit anong klase ng atensyon. And when he was gone, he wanted to show his love to me so much, but he had to let me stay away from them and his family. Kailangan niya akong ilayo dahil kailangan niya akong protektahan. Kailangan niyang ipakita sa akin na hindi niya ako mahal para hindi maulit ang nangyari kay dad.
But in every pages of his diary... naramdaman ko kung gaano niya ako kamahal. Ganoon na rin si mom.
I thought he never cared, but he cared so much.
Nakita ko r
