― you’ve gone past forgiveness I was confident with this plan that I insisted him to do this. We were fine this morning talking about it, but when the afternoon came and we have to prepare, that's when I noticed his uneasiness. "Are you okay?" I asked him, and as if the harmful question surprised him, he blinked and took a step back. I know right then he's not ready for this. I fell silent then and waited for him to cancel it but he didn't. We were in simple clothes that are good for enough an intimate dinner. Formal, but not too intimidating. He wore a long-sleeve white polo, so I partnered myself with him and chose the white plain dress. “Do you want to take Erden to her tomorrow?” I cautiously asked when we walked down the stairs and to the living room. My mom advised us to go

