I couldn't get rid of the weight I feel in my chest. I have tried everything to somehow lift it up, but it's still there and it's getting heavier the more time I let to pass. I rolled over the bed and hugged a pillow, curling my body and taking a deep breath. It's been a few minutes since I left Lantis in the lake and he hasn't entered the room yet. I couldn't stop wondering about what he is feeling and doing right now.
I clenched my chest and let out some air, hoping it could somehow soothe what I feel.
I closed my eyes and rolled to the other side. I pouted when my stomach growled. But I don't want to go out and join them. I don't want to see Lantis just yet. I feel sorry for what I've said but I also think he really needs to hear it.
I bit my lower lip.
I didn't do anything wron
