Lumipas ang ilang araw ay kailanman hindi ko na hinangad pang makausap o makaharap man lang si Lucas. I always wanted to talk to him and hoping him back pero parang bihira na yatang mangyari. I feel like the old Lucas was getting back. Sa ilang araw na hindi ko siya nakasama'y naramdaman ko ang pakiramdam noong hindi ko pa siya gaanong kakilala. It feels like he became more dangerous now. It seems like we don't know yet to each other. Parang pakiramdam ko'y kailanman ay walang namamagitan sa'min. I even saw him with Janice multiple times. Masakit mang isipin pero kailangan kong tanggapin. Lalo na't sa tuwing iniisip ko ang mga dahilan at posiblrleng rason niya'y mas lalo lang akong nasasaktan. I wanted to fight my pride. I wanted to fight him pero anong magagawa ko? He's the one wh