Before leaving Avaritia City, En made sure that the three-glass window in the back seat of the car was covered by a dark sunshade that will prevent the people inside the car to see what is happening outside. He also separated the front seat and back seat with a curtain to not stain the eyes of his woman.
Everything went perfectly according to his plan. But of all times that he would’ve been struck by bad luck, it just so happens that they are almost out of Lubido City that their car engine died.
Even though the car stopped moving, Sierra didn't show any signs of movement and let her head continue to lean on En's right shoulder. The driver and the one sitting in the passenger seat didn't know what to do. They are nervous and didn't want to experience the wrath of their leader that they immediately do their best to fix the problem.
“Wait here for a bit,” En gently said and patted Sierra's hand that is in his arms, he needs to see the situation and know what happened so he planned to go out and talked to the two in front. The girl only looked at him blankly before frowning and holding his arms even tighter.
“No!” Sierra showed a rare kind of expression that even En was surprised to see, she was mad.
Even though En was shocked, he still soothed Sierra like a child. It took hours and hours of coaxing before En made Sierra let go of him unwillingly.
“It’ll be fast, I promise.” Sierra sulking, just stared at him and didn't bother giving a reply.
When En opened the door, Sierra saw a glimpse of outside, but it was just for a quick moment because En quickly closed the door, but even though it's for a moment, Sierra was sure of what she saw.
A man and woman are having s****l int*rcourse on the pavement outside, and there are even people mast*rbating while watching the two.
Although Sierra was not that all curious, but maybe because of natural instinct that she acquired from her past life, she gently shoved the sunshade a little bit just enough for her to see the outside. This creates a clear view of the happening behind this window.
It's a complete disaster.
It's nighttime and different clubs are lighting up the streets, it is packed with people making out everywhere, there is also one woman who is making out with five men in one corner of the pavement, and loud different sensual music was playing and mixing up together.
What is this place?
This thought simply passed by Sierra's mind before it quickly vanished and she was no longer interested. She obediently sat down like nothing happened and just keep on waiting for En to come back.
It took about thirty minutes before the problem was solved, and their journey then continues as planned, since En didn't intend to make a stopover in Lubido City.
While on the road, Sierra unknowingly glanced at her stomach when she felt it grumbling. She looks at En and gently shakes the arms she's holding. En looked at her questioningly when he felt her move and when he saw her rubbing her stomach. He thought that it was so adorable that he wasn’t able to control himself and pinch her cheeks.
“Are you hungry?” En stopped pinching when he saw her starts to frown and asked her this question instead.
When Sierra heard it, she immediately nods and put her chin on En's shoulder making their face closer only inches away from each other.
Although En didn't show much of a reaction on the outside, his ears betrayed him as it is red as crimson.
He nodded as if he understands her complaints, then he points at the mini-fridge in front of them positioned in the middle between the passenger and driver seat.
Sierra let go of En's arm that made him quite at a lost for a moment, but then when he saw her adorably opening the mini-fridge, he smiled gently looking at the woman on his side. He knows her for a long time, that her stoic face can't hide the real emotions hidden inside her. Just like today, he knows that she is excited even though she appeared not, prove to be that she let his arm go immediately without any second thought.
En knew what Sierra felt when she is near him, she always thought of him as a warm pillow that she lacks for a long time, he knows she doesn't feel the same way as he does.
But he doesn't care, although he is not quite sure why she felt that way to him, as long as she is always beside her and has no plans to leave him, then he is willing to be her warmth for life.
‘but what if she found another person that will make her feel the same warmth?’
When this thought suddenly appeared out of nowhere, a sign of obsessiveness appeared in his purple eyes. As he looked intently at the woman who is currently eating her bento box
He will make sure that no one will be able to replace him on her side, even if it takes to end someone's worthless life, then he'll gladly do it, Sierra will only be beside him not with anyone else.
When Sierra turns her head to look at him. This is the scene she saw. She cannot understand the intense emotion in his eyes and just saw it like he is also hungry like her, so she immediately scoops a bowl of rice and a bit of scrambled egg on her spoon and places it in front of En.
En was a bit baffled by the sudden action of Sierra that he unconsciously opened his mouth and ate what she fed him.
“Delicious?” Sierra tilted her head and looked at him intently as if asking for praises and telling him, “you fed me yesterday, so I'm feeding you now. Aren't I good?”
En smiled ever so gently looking at her helplessly, then rubbed her head like a child.
“Uhm, it is,” he answered and softly kissed her forehead.
‘I will do anything even if to rip my heart and soul apart just for this moment to never end,’ En thought as he takes the bento box in Sierra's hands and began feeding her like yesterday.
‘I don't know what I will do this time if you suddenly disappear again. I might as well bring this world to end since it will be worthless without you, so if you don't want that to happen... stay'