LIANA JEAN JADAONE - MADRIAGA
IT IS my brother's wedding, a special day for him. A confirmation that he needs to embrace the life without me. And the day, that I lost my hopes of being with him. Habang nakahiga ako dito sa hospital at pinapanood si Mama na makipag-usap sa doktor ay napapikit ako. Do I really need to lose everything just to wake up from my illusion? Napatingin ako sa pintuan, hinihintay na baka pumasok siya sa loob. Na baka nanatili siya kahit sa masakit na parte lamang ng buhay ko.
Pero wala, mag-isa lang ako. At the end of the day, I was left alone. Like how I was left alone that night. Like how I tried to keep my sanity and expected that he'll come. That after that dreadful night, after the storms and the clouds, I tried to wait. I was hoping that he will save me, but
