THEY ALWAYS SAY THAT TIME is always the state of our minds which means when we want it to go faster, it slower like a snail but if we wish for it to slower, it flies by like a flash.
Right now, that’s how I feel it is. I want it to go faster and see if I can set myself free from all the things that’s pulling me back to the painful things, but like what they say, it’s not working and I don’t think it will ever work.
Yesterday, I asked Adrian for a space and up until now, I haven’t heard anything from him yet. Maybe he realized that I’m right, or maybe he got sick of all my dramas. I didn’t want the chase, I didn’t want the drama, all I want is forgiveness to make myself whole and complete again. I wonder when I will ever get that.
How I wish that I can go back to the time where my life i
