Chapter 2
LALA'S POV
“WHAT THE HELL! f**k!!” he furiously cussed at me.
I can feel my heart beats so fast as I am scared by the stare of the man in front of me.
"Sir Connor.” One of his men went near him and whispered something on his ears---his expressions quickly changed after hearing what his men whispered.
Sir Connor set his gaze towards me for the last time, I had cold sweats in my forehead with such gaze and what he might do to me. Maybe this might be the longest time of my life.
I got no response from Sir Connor he just angrily let go of my uniform, I almost got thrown away from the impact.
“Start the car!!” He firmly commanded his men.
Even if I try to move my body, I couldn’t move because of him, luckily one of his men came I was saved from the brink of death.
“Yes Sir!” they bowed at him before following his commands
I feel my eyes were about to burst into tears, I can’t eve look at him directly when his looking at me with those sharp gazes.
That stare is giving shivers down to my spine.
Sir Connor walked past me with those threatening gazes, he left a word with me before leaving.
“I’ll get back on you later!” he didn’t stop nor even look back at me, he walked past at me with his head held high.
After that all I can here was his footstep leaving the mansion.
When he left I could feel my legs tremble and hold on to a wall to support me.
What?
He’ll get back at me later?
Oh god,
What should I do?
LALAINE'S POV
Even if Lala was doing all her designated chores her mind was still out of it. Wondering what might happen to her later when the Sir comes home after spilling some drinks at him.
Oh my god, how do I fix this?
What can I do?
What if he wanted me to pay for his clothes?
What if he would punish me from spilling drinks at him?
I shake my head to remove all the thoughts that’s bothering me. I have to be prepared later and tell him honestly that I made a mistake for not being careful with my movements within the mansion.
Even if I convinced myself that everything would be just fine,
I knew that it’s not going to be fine at all.
“Lala.” a cold hand patted my shoulder that I almost scream, I sweat cold only to look back a Claring behind me. She was also shocked by my reaction.
“Is everything all right? I noticed you’ve been acting weird since you came back.” Claring stood beside me along with Flora who’s been working in here for a long time now.
“C-Claring.” my voice cracked when I called out her name.
“I-I’m scared, Sir Connor said he’ll get back at me later when he comes home, what should I do?” I almost cried to them when I told them what happened before. They were shocked and scared abouth all the possibilities that might happen to me later.
“By what he said your dead.” I went pale by what she said.,
What?
“Don’t say that! Your only scaring Lala even more.” Flora said to Claring before she patted my shoulder.
“You have to be strong when he comes home, He is the type of man who never forgets someone who does him wrong.” is what she told me.
I’ve been only working for several days in here; it was a talk inside here how strict Sir Connor is.
I could almost burst into tears, I’m so scared.
Just by the thought of those sharp gazes he gave me it already made me weaken my knees.
What’s more if we faced each other.
“Of all the people you can accidentally spill the drinks, why does it have to be Sir Connor?”Claring,
“He had a loose screw inside his head, A lot scarier than Donya Lucinda.” She added.
My lips almost bleed from how hard I keep in biting my lower lips.
“What should I do? Is there any way you can hel-“She cut me off from what I was saying.
“You can just ask for forgiveness at him the moment he comes home.” Claring suggested,
“If I ask for his forgiveness, won’t he s-scold me anymore? Or worst p-punish me?” The thoughts of him giving me severe punishment is still lingering in my mind.
“Of course, he would? You need to face all the scolding from him, we should go now Lala.” Claring patted my shoulder before the two of them leave the kitchen.
I was left all alone in there staring in to nothingness in fear,
What should I do?
I’ve been out of myself for a long just staring at the ceiling while all the other maids are sleeping inside the quarters, there I was who can’t sleep.
It’s already past two o’clock in the morning yet I can’t even sleep at all.
I keep on switching sides here of the bed but I can’t relax myself I keep on having deep thoughts, up until now I’ve been thinking of how should I face Sir Connor when he comes home.
I stood up from the bed and head on to the kitchen to drink some water, I was wearing a plain T-shirt and a short which is a lot comfortable to wear for sleeping.
I rubbed my eyes as I walk through towards the kitchen, aside from me I can see no one who’s awake.
Most of the lights inside the mansion were out, only few are left open enough for anyone to see the way around the house. In the middle of walking I stopped when I suddenly heard a loud sound which made me terrified.
“w-who’s there? Is anyone there?” I nervously asked, only the cold breeze of air and the dark corner of the mansion is what I saw.
I got cold sweats in the forehead when I heard a sound of footsteps,
A sound of heavy footsteps walking towards my direction
The sound of the heavy footsteps made my heart pound.
“W-who’s that?” my throat dried when I asked, until I saw a figure of man who’s walking towards me.
The man stopped in front of me, what was more shocking was who is this man with a scary presence who walked out from the darkness.
“Sir Connor?” that was what all I could say after seeing his scary figure, his expression was all blank and he seem to be enveloped with dark aura
What?, will he scold me now?
“Move!” He commanded me and pushed me away from his path, I seem to be as light as a paper when I was about to get thrown away. I watched him from behind as he walked past me.
“Sir.” I don’t even know why I keep on following him around, he stopped walking and I felt so nervous when I got no response from him.
“I have something to tell you, I wanted to ask for forgiveness to yo—” I wasn’t able to finish what I was about to say when he faced me and lost his balance, that made him lean on me.
I could smell his expensive perfume he was wearing with the smell of alcohol.
Wait?
Is he drunk?
”S-sir, are you okay? Can you walk alone?”
“f**k! don’t you dare touch me! I can walk alone!!” Before I could react to him, he pushed me away from him. He frustratedly brushed of his around on his hair, his eyes were so empty.
“ s**t get out of my sight!!” He pushed me away before he turns his back on me
He walked away wobbly trying his best to walked straight which he failed.
“Sir, l-let me help you.” I insisted to help him. I don’t even know why I keep on helping him though he keep pushing me away.
“You can’t even walk alone Sir.” I went near him and insisted to help him.
“f**k!! Stop insisting you know it all! I said I can walk by myself! I don’t need your f*****g help!!” he said.
He started to walk again, and that’s where he lost all his balance, I hurriedly rushed to aid him.
His body landed on me; he can no longer stand by himself due to being too drunk.
I kept on looking around trying to look for someone I could ask for help, he had a muscular body and I can’t carry him all by myself without being forceful.
Whatever I can do it.
I put one of his arms around my neck, while a put my hands by his waist and then guided him to walk going up to the second floor.
“Over t-there.” he pointed at his room, Him being to drunk made him unable to refuse my aid to him.
“Okay Sir pardon my intrusion.” I opened his room and carefuly lead him inside
As soon as we get inside he let himself rest in his be, he rested his back at the beds headboard.
His eyes were closed too drained for being drunk.
I fixed the way he rested himself in a comfortable position.
"You have to take a rest now Sir.”
I couldn't help myself to look at him, i coulf never deny how good-looking Sir Connor is. He had a tall nose, perfectly angled jaw, and very fine white skin. He's almost a perfect, specially with that bulit of his body, he is the type that women droll over for.
"Sir I should take my leave now." I was about to ge when a warm hand hold me back by my wrist.
"Just, don't leave me behind please." he begged with his eyes half open.
What?
What did he just said?
Am I hearing it right?
He tried to open his eyes and stared at me coldly
"But Sir i really have to l-leav—“ i was cut off when he grabed me towards him and went for a kiss--passionately.
My eyes widen upon the realization of his soft lips pressed against mine.
It was my very first kiss.
"S-Sir." i tried to push him away.
Instead he just kissed her lot deeper, drowning her from this sweet kisses, But this isn't right, and will never be alright is what was going on her mind.
"Sir Connor stop, pleas--" he keeps on kissing me never wanting to let me go, his hands started to roam around my body.
From my shoulder to all over my body as if he know it to well, his warm hands pressing agiainst my skin send shivers on my insides.
Why is is this?
Why does it feel, so hot?
They're kisses went deeper, Lala was drowned by his kisses making her lay herself to the soft bed behined her, which he instinctively went above her.
This sensation was too much for me, it was like a drug making me unable to think properly. His kisses were so passionate.
His hands went in my shirt, caressing my body--which made me let out a soft moan out of my mouth.
He paused from kissing me with a grin drawn from his lips,
Those intense stare with full of needs and lust.
Sir Connor took off his clothes revealling a very muscular anf nice physic of his bidy, that 6 pack abs oh my god. i can't believe such a good looking manlike him exist.
My heart is beating so fast kike it could jump out of my chest any moment from now
This is wrong
I have to stop this
"S-sir i really have to go this is not righ--" the moment I attempted to go away he grabbed me back to the bed
"No you're not going anywhere!!" He smirked and kissed me once more
This time his kisses were much more aggressive yet passionate, i think I might loose myself against this sensation. I could feel between my thighs that it is soaking wet from the way he romanticized me.
He took off my shirt easily without any hassle, then he removed my bra.
"Hmm." he moaned, I closed my eyes dues to this sensation where he slid his tounge inside my mouth--swirling it as if it's looking for something.
I closed my eyes and let him do whatever he wants from her, his kisses went down my neck, down to my breast, he enjoyed himself with him reaching my breast.
"Ahhh": i arched my back of how got felt, he olayed my both of my breast making me loose myself.
"S-sirr--Hmm." i turned red when a moan escaoed from my mouth.
I never knew he was this good at romanticising someone.
He became more passinate on making me feel good, this, this is just too much i could barely keeo myself in control.
He sucked my breast like a child who longed for this.
His other hand went down going straight ahead to my shorts---spreading my legs taking off my shiorts as well as my undies so quicklly.
"Do you like it?" He teased me
"Sir ahh--hmmm." I could barely speak.
I felt a tolerable pain when he slid one of his fingers imside me, though it hurts i was drowned from how he pleasured me.
"Ahhh, hmm." i moaned as he was so good when it comes on pleasuring me, he moves his fingers ij and out of my insides..
"Si-Sir Ahh!" i hold onto him as he keeps on moving hes fingers inside me.
I coukd feel my body go weak and catching my breath, when he tookthe last clothes he was wearing. I could now fully see what kind of masterpeicenis his body and his manhood.
I was nervous and afraid at the same time when i saw his thing, I doubjt myself if have i made the right choice.
He went above me again and leaned his shoulders both sides the bed mking sure he wouldn't press on me. I could feel his thing in between my thighs
"Ahhh" I moaned from the pain i felt when he puts his manhood inside of me.
"S-sir it h-hurts" i burst into tears, i never knew it would hurt this much, i could feel my insided being torn apart.
"S-stop sir it h-hurts" i hold on to his arms tryng to push him away
"Shhh!" He covered my mouth oreventing me from making so much noise. He kissed me on my cheeks making me just to close my eyes with all this pain.
"Damn it! You're f*****g tight!" He suddenly pushed all his lenght on my insides along with me shouting due to the pain.
"Ahhh!” he started to move his thing in anf out of me aggressively, i could feel the burning flames of my inside that soon subsided and it became a pleasurable thing.
"Ahh!" His eyes rolled over due to how good he's feeling right now, while moving in and out simultanously.
“s**t! Ahh!" I let him took all of me numerous times, sliding his c**k in and out umtil i could feel him nearing to his orgasm
All our moans and the sound our body created is all the thing you can here inside his room echoing along the rhytym of the music being played.
“Hmm, S-Sir,” i hold on to his chest as he keot on moving above me, his sweating a lot from his forehead, at this moment he looked a lot more handsone and appealing.
“Damn! I’m cumming.” he hardly stated
He shot his final move and released alk his hot orgasm inside of me.
"Ahhh"
He stab his final move and squirt his hot liquid insid of me.
“Ahh!” he groaned before he collapsed above me as well as those tears falling adown on my cheeks.
I stayed on that posistion making sure he's in deep sleep.
There something aching and fear building uo within my chest, when i have realized all that happened.
I let him take all of me without even knowing wether he would accept me.
"What did you do Lala? Why did you have to let him take you? Just why?"
My heart aches as i have said that to myself, tears fall diwn as i gaze upon Sir Connor who's lying beside me.
I dont know how a could look at him after this intimate night we shared on his bed.
I blamed myself for letting such thing happened between us, I let him have what he wanted.
To have me.
Why did i let myself be swayed by his touches.
"What should I-I do?" I was holding back my tears and hugged myself that was covered by this thick comforter covering my naked body.
Right before I burst into tears, I carefullly moved out of the bed, and started to pick up all my clothes on the floor.
Every move I make need to be carefully done.
To make sure i won't wake him up.
I walked toward the door hold on to the knob and walked out of the room and closed it carefully.
I almost shouted when suddenly a warm hand holds me on my wrist and pinned my body on the wall.
My heart beat started to race after what just happend.
"What are you doing in here?" I couldn't move when someone asked me that question coldy.
You?!
What is she doing in here?
Does she knew??!
I hope everything would be just a dream.