Claire’s I stood outside Niu’s study for a few minutes, debating whether to talk to him about last night. I wanted to apologize, but I was scared he'd be even more upset. I was so embarrassed about my behavior. I regretted the whole impulsive thing so much. Now I was paying the price. Niu had been distant all day. He’d left before I woke up and skipped dinner. He’d shut himself in his study ever since. He’s really mad at me. It made me feel even worse. He doesn’t want to talk to you, Claire! I took a deep breath and knocked. No answer. I knocked again and tried the handle. The door opened, revealing the dim light of a desk lamp. The room was quiet, empty. I went inside. Niu wasn’t at his desk, or on the couch. Where was he? Manang said he’d come straight here after dinner. “Niu?”