WHILE MY HUSBAND was in the office, I thought about calling my brother. He may or may not agree with me but I have to look for ways to help Odessa and Marcus. For baby Olivia. I am no hypocrite. What happened to me in the past still haunts me to this day. I miss my son every single day. There are days when I think about what would have happened if I didn't lose baby Gabriel, I would have five kids now instead of four. Pero sino ako para pagdudahan ang mga plano N'ya para sa akin? He created me just like everyone else. At hindi lang ako ang nag-suffer. Madalas, kapag nasasaktan tayo o hindi umaayon ang lahat sa mga plano natin -- nagagalit tayo. Ang nakikita lang natin ay mga taong masaya sa buhay nila at walang problema. Wala namang perpektong buhay. Walang perpektong tao. And not ev