Kabanata 38
I spend the nights crying over liked I use to. My heart is aching, my stomach churn. I knew its was going to come to an end. I must admit that my story couldn't had a happy ending, maybe the happy ending is just...moving on. And now my hearts turn into black, because its burned.
I know what it feels like to be alone, It didn't kill me, but something inside me died that day.. Why do I need to feel this way over and over?? Lalo pa sa mga taong hindi ko gustong mawala saakin..
But I need to fight and stand alone, cause' the only strength I have right now is myself. It is always okay to cry, but crying doesn't make you stronger, Its heartbreak.
Ilang linggo na rin ako sa pinapasukan kong hotel, medyo na nanga-ngapa pa ako dahil malaki at masyadong madaming tao. Idag-dag mo pa
