My throat constrict, no words formed even though I tried to. This is overwhelming. Hindi pa nga ako makapaniwalang may gusto sakin si Kairo hanggang sa pagkakataong ito at ngayon sasabihin niyang nagkagusto siya sakin nang unang kita niya pa lang. This is too much but in a good way. My pounding heart never subside a bit. I press my palm on my beating chest and felt the rhythm of my heart.
Ngunit ang takot sa aking dibdib ay hindi man lang napawi.
"I always like you, Jasper. But when you asked me to come out it feels like I am forced on doing something I am not yet prepared."
Para akong binuhusan ng tubig sa kaniyang sinabi. I am ashamed. Up until now I am still embarassed of the things I did. Umiwas ako ng tingin. Though his expression remain soft, I can't stare at him longer especially
