His Sweet Obsession

Chapter 9 | WANTING HER

I hate the way she stares at me; her innocent eyes make me crave her even more now than before I left a couple of years ago.

Pinamumukha niya sa akin how fragile she is. Kahit maraming nanuniya sa kaniya marami pa rin gusto siyang protektahan.

Nagagalit ako sa sarili ko dahil hindi ko matanggap na isa ako sa mga taong gusto siyang protektahan though I despise her existence to my very soul.

I wanted her to do dreadful things with me. Nasusuklam ako sa buo niyang pagkatao. 'No! That's absolutely a lie dahil gustong-gusto ko ang epekto ng katawan niya sa akin.' She had those sexiest curves I wanted in a woman. I often tease her 'fatso,' pero ang katotohan her body is perfect. She has a stunning voluptuous curve, her globes were firm and round as to my liking, her rear-end had those cheeks I yearn to squish with my bare hands.

She's the cutest thing I have ever seen in Freya. Noong unang ko siyang makita, she's as cute as a frightened kitten. Instantly, I wanted to protect and cuddle. Her face is as innocent as my dearest sweet Hailey.

Subalit hindi noon mabubura ang katotohanang nasusuklam ako sa buo niyang pagkatao.

Gustong-gusto kong pahirapan siya dahil sa nagawa niyang gustohin ko siya sakabila ng poot na aking nararamdaman.

Gusto kong kontrolin ang bawat galaw niya but it seems that she's the one controlling me. I hated the way she unknowingly controls me.

Her body trembled in fear when I shut the door locked. I wanted to frighten her even more until she begs for her life. She deserves it. She deserves to be punished. Three punishments this time. One for slapping me sa harap ng maraming estudyante, pangalawa dahil sa pagsubok niyang takasan ako sa usapan naming dalawa.'No, scratch that dahil ako lang naman ang gustong makipagkita sa kaniya. She didn't agree to meet me after class. In fact, she ignored me. At pangatlo dahil nakita ko siyang nakikipaglandian sa iba. She is supposed to be close only to me not with any other guy. Her lips belong to me, every part of her body is mine, even her soul I own.

I can't stop thinking of those kisses we shared, so sweet and intimate. I couldn't compare the feeling I have with any other girls when I'm with her. Iba iyon sa nararamdaman ko habang kasama ko si Loren, Marife o Coleen. They aren't my girlfriends.

Hindi ko nobya kahit isa man sa kanila. It is so disgusting that they keep on throwing themselves at me even if they know they only ended up in bed. No cuddles. No relationship. I hate to be attached to any of them because all I wanted is my frightened kitten. However, they regard themselves as one.

Galit man ako kay Coraleen, subalit siya ang gusto ko. I had this adamant feeling towards her for a while since we've met in grade school. The hatred that I come to conclude--an obsession.

I let her go as tears cascaded down her cheeks. She looks like a frightened kitten shuddering wayward. That sight makes me happy. I wear my signature evil grin as I sit on the edge of my bed watching Coraleen shaking body. She's tapping her foot on the floor nervously. Her fingers fidgeting. I like the way I see her so helplessly. . .

"Come close to me, kitten," I commanded.

However, she didn't flinch. Hindi man lang niya ako tinitigan sa kabila ng dumadagundong na boses ko sa loob ng aking silid. Now she's acting brave though she's petrified.

No one else lives in the house but me. Pinaalis ko na iyong kasambahay na kinuha ng ama ko to tend to my needs while I am in Freya. I bribed her hefty sum to leave. Enough for her to have a luxurious couple of years without seeking a job.

I feigned my sick leave today in school. Pinuntahan ko ang ahensya kung saan nagtatatrabaho si Coraleen bilang housemaid. I hired her instead of that old lady my father had chosen. I told him to keep Coraleen, but he insisted she'll be detrimental to me.

Hindi maintindihan ng aking ama that she's like a drug. I'm addicted to her. I yearn for her. I wanted Coraleen all for myself. Walang ibang mananakit o magpapaligaya sa kaniya kundi ako lamang because she's mine.

I am not supposed to feel this lust building within me for someone I hate but darn it! I do. I want her so bad but it's not yet time. Hindi pa oras na angkinin ko siya ng buong-buo. Tamang pagpapahirap at sarap, that will be her punishment.

She gazes at me with a pleading look in her eyes. Subalit wala akong awa. She will be disappointed with what I am about to do to her.

She's shilly-shallying and that is making me impatient.

"Come close to me now, kitten or God forbids me what hell you'll be in," I snapped, leaving no room for arguments as my voice thundered in the entire room. I heard a soft whimper escape her mouth.

"P-please, Ryder. Please, let me go," she begged, sobbing loudly. She's acting as if I hurt her—I didn't even start.

"Why are you crying? I haven't started,kitten. Are you moving or not? Don't wait 'til I make my move, or you'll regret it!" I scowled in annoyance.

Despite my threats she stands still on the corner where I left her a moment ago. Nawawalan na ako ng pasensya. Hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko na mahaplos ang buong katawan niya. I wanted to run my fingers in every inch of her naked body. Hinila ko siya ng sapilitan at padaskol na ibinalibag sa aking kama.

"Ryder, please!"

"Oh, baby. Don't worry I won't do anything that you surely wouldn't love."

"Huwag, Ryder. Huwag, pakiusap," she begged as she struggled while I am unbuttoning her longsleeves hastily and unclasped her short skirt out of her waist. I tugged them off exposing her provacative thigh. Oh, how I loved to ravishingly suckle her rounded firm globes with my hungry mouth and knead them with my expert palms. I am sure she will yearn for more.

Ano bang iniisip niya? Pagsasamantalahan ko siya? Tsk! I am not stupid to do such a thing. I have done dirty things for the past two years while I am away. I am my father's heir to his cartel. Eventually, I will take over his position and run our business myself.

As she struggled, I pinned both her wrists in one iron fist. My full length seized her movements as my hips pinned her down to my bed. I took her mouth fully, kissing her intimately, nibbling and biting her lower lips until it bled.

She's resisting my actions, but her body is reactive. I buried my face to the crook of her neck, inhaling her floral sweet scent, leaving open kisses to her collar bone. My shaft tightened against the flyer of my jeans wanting to be free. Precum oozed out as I feast with her now exposed globes.

I freed her hands as my palms trailed down her belly to her silky folds. My breathing hitched when she arched her back giving me full access to her bossom. I felt her fingers grabbing a few strands of my hair as I began to suckle her pink erected buds allowing me to take her to satisfy my need.

She again, unknowingly giving herself to me. I laugh at the back of my head with the thought of how we hated each other but our bodies do not.

I shouldn't be feeling, reacting this way. However, goddamn it! I am now shitty obsessed with her. Yet, I am still denying the truth that I love Coraleen more than I hated her.

I savagely took her mouth. Kissing her with all the fire I have inside. I pushed my tongue inside her mouth, and her luscious soft lips were as sweet as honey. Her soft moaning and writhing are more intoxicating than gulping the entire bottle of whisky.

"R-Ryder. . . I - I," she moaned aloud as I worked on her globes rubbing my palms on her core.

"Do you want-"

"Please," she begged again sensually triggering my membrane to want her so badly. But I can't! Today is all about her punishment. Not mines. I could wait a little bit longer.

Subalit hindi iyon hadlang for me not to touch her. Not to feel her exposed unclothed skin against mine. It took a hell of my courage and willpower na hadlangan ang sarili ko not to take her right here sa mga oras na 'to though my member has been pulsating with need wanting to bury myself deep inside her hot tight purity.

It's not time. Not yet !

Of course, my kitten doesn't know how and why she belongs to me.

Soon, Coraleen will be legally mine.