I WOKE UP EARLY THE OTHER DAY to go to school. Hindi na mabigat ang pakiramdam ko pagkagising kagaya ng mga nakalipas na araw. In fact, the heavy thing inside my chest is already gone. Maybe because I know for a fact that no matter how painful what happened are, I still made someone happy.
Hindi man ako. Pero ang taong mahal ko naman. Siguro rin dahil alam ko na kahit ganito ang nangyari ay wala akong narinig kina Mama at Papa.
I will be lying if I say that I am not hurting anymore because I am. I still am. Gusto ko nga rin umasa na nandito si Chase sa Paris para sa akin. But then, hoping to much can cause too much pain. And if ever Chase will go back running to me, I don’t think I can accept him that easily. I’m not even thinking of still accepting him with my arms wide open.
I’ve had
