It was already noon when I woke up.
Wala na si Vallen sa aking tabi. Nauna siyang nagising at ngayon ay hindi ko alam kung nasaan siya. Kagigising ko lang.
Nakatitig ako sa kisame.
I'm asking myself...
Tama pa ba ang ginagawa ko?
I don't know what to do. I don't know what is the right thing to do.
Sabi ko, ayos lang. Sabi ko, okay lang. But I know deep inside, everything's not okay. That I'm hurting. But why am I still keep going and holding on?
Is there something wrong with me?
I was just treated right... yet I held too much affection into it that I couldn't pull away...
I need to convince myself. I'm doing it like this, whenever I'm conflicted with my own decisions. I will convince myself with the reason I came up with and that's the only reason I should base on.
My reason for
