LAVENDER’S POV I don’t know how long I’ve been staring outside the car’s window. It’s a summer night but I feel cold and gloomy. My thoughts earlier are still bugging me and I think, Damon noticed my silence too as I heard him clearing his throat. “Again, stay beside me the whole time,” he inquired which made me sigh. We are not even there yet but I’m already feeling drained. I feel tired to talk back to him. “You don’t need to tell me twice, Damon. I’m not a kid. Let’s just get this over with,” I said while my gaze are outside the car. I did not hear Damon speak anymore. I reckon he finally realizes that I don’t like the position I am in right now. I don’t want to make him feel bad about it but I’m not going to suppress the fact that I am not fine. I’m still nervous and the tension