JIX
FUCK! I impatiently slam the bar counter and annoyingly rake my fingers on my hair. I can’t brush Nikka’s innocent face off my head and I stupidly don’t know why. I’d emptied a bottle of whiskey and keep on looking around, trying to seek for some women who are ready to be laid tonight, but I can’t f*****g force my self to get into the mood! Flabbergasted, that’s the best word to describe about what I’m suffering right now. This s**t is a torture. I want to claim her but I’m still holding back, not just her. At mas lalo pa iyong nadagdagan dahil sa nakita ko kaninang pagkadisgusto niya at inis nang tangkain kong gawin na sana ang dapat ay matagal ko ng ginawa.
What am I now, a f*****g r****t? I keep on pushing my perverted desire toward that girl while I’m ages older than her?
I wann
