Valerie’s POV I keep fiddling with my food. I don’t really want to eat anything. The cafeteria is packed, as always. Liam and Cora are chatting normally. But my mind can’t focus on anything. I have never felt so helpless in my entire life. Only thing I can see darkness and I’m drowning in it. “Val?” A light push from Cora brings me back to reality. “Huh?” I gasp, looking at them blankly. “Babe? Are you okay?” Liam asks. “I…” I don’t know what to say. No, I’m not okay. I’m clearly not. I don’t want this. This disease of mine is a curse. What wrong have I done to receive such punishment? Why can’t I live longer like any other normal person? In the morning, Austin took me for my regular check-up. He has arranged a very famous doctor from overseas. He has run some tests last week, and w