His eyes shook. Van had an expression that I had never seen before. The pain he had been through just a few hours ago was nothing compared to what he was feeling inside him now. "Snow," for the first time as long as I could remember, he had uttered my name but the tsunami of emotions inside of me made it hard to realize what him calling me by my name made me actually feel. I don't even remember if he ever called me by my name, after all, it had always been me who started the talk or got caught sneaking up on him or getting saved by him... But all that didn't matter any more. What mattered more was the things that had happened that night. The truth that I had been in search of all this time. The event that might have broken my family further than it already had. I pushed his hand away t