I was hoping for a reception that would go on for days at a time like I heard for other Capitol weddings. In District 12 whenever someone would get married it was mandatory to watch about it. 9 out of 10 times the wedding plus the party was a five day tv viewing that would be played out in four hour segments. Rediculous to wish for such a thing but I was dreading the honeymoon.
During the honeymoon I was expected by Finnick to produce a baby persay. For being my age of twenty one I knew nothing about s*x. In District twelve we were not taught about the mocking birds and jabber jays until the week before we were expected to get married. During that time the mothers would explain the honey moon process and the male and female organs and what happened during a basic love making session and the fathers same to their sons.
Because this marriage of mine was so unexpected my mother didn't have the time she need to explain all that so I was practically walking into an unknown sitatuation completely unprapared. I just hoped that Jackson knew enough to get us through these next few weeks.
Neither Jackson nor myself knew exactly where we were going for our honeymoon as Finnick had taken care of everything. As we sat side by side in the Capitol car neither of us knew where we would end up, let alone where we would be sleeping tonight.
As we got closer though Jackson got a bit of an idea only thing is he would tell me. I guess he was just as nervous as I was. Tonight the two of us would be doing things I never thought of before.
As the car came to a stop and we got out I was a little hesitant as I looked around and saw nothing but trees and other greenage. Were we back in the arena? Where we going to die? Then Jackson laughed and took my hand and we walked forward.
"I know where we are" He began. "The hunting arena, this is where I come to get away from everything and do my hunting."
"The hunting arena?" I questioned as I let my hand drop from his and rubbed them together to warm them up.
"Yeah, whatever you catch gets sent to District 10 which is Livestock and is processed and sent back skinned and all. I never buy my food from the Capitol I like to catch my own you know." Jackson explained further.
Suddenly the grounds twelve feet infront of us opened up and a cabin suddenly began rising. What on earth was this? I honestly thought we were gonna get just a tent and that was where we would be staying for the time of our honeymoon.
"I can't believe he is letting us use the cabin." Jackson said as he took a few small steps forward.
I looked up at the cabin. It was very luxurious looking, even right down to the wood and the angles of the windows. Everything was positioned uniquely and there were even large gems placed intricately creating a beautiful 'F' right above the door. It wasn't much of a riddle as to who this cabin belonged to.
Jackson turned around and eyed me curiously. He was probably wondering what was going on in my mind since I had been silent for the past four and a half minutes. I took a deep breath and walked the few steps to his side.
"Well do you want to go and check out the house?" I asked. I was hoping he'd say no and want to do something else to use up some time like hunt or walk around or sit and stare at a wall or two.
"Sure" He said as he held out his hand.
I forced a smile and took it before we began our trek up to the porch and entered through the door. I stopped short of passing the threshold and was lifted effortlessly off my feet by Jackson.
"What are you doing!" I shrieked.
He took five steps into the house and then set me down. "It's costumary for the husband to carry his wife over the threshold." Jackson said to me.
I blushed and looked at the floor. Of course I would have known that if I had been given the time for my mother to explain this. Not even 5 minutes into our honeymoon and I am already screwing things up.
Jackson sensed my mood and moved forward taking my hands into his before he brought me to his chest for a embrace. I closed my eyes and let his embrace calm me. He always calmed me without fail. His heart beat, his warmth, his smell everything was relaxing. I looked up at him and he smiled. I dropped my arms from around him and took a few steps back.
"Lets get this thing done and over with." I said to him before I walked down the hall to find the bedroom.
I opened up several doors and stopped when I found a room with a large bed in the middle. This must be it. I walked forward slowly and looked around. It was nicely decorated and even the bed sheets looked expensive.
I jumped as a pair of hands clutched my waist. I turned around quickly and came face to face with Jackson. I bowed my head and frowned.
"I've never done this before." I admitted. "I don't know anything about this."
He brushed his finger along my jaw starting from my ear to my chin and then across my bottom lip. I closed my eyes as a poweful unfamiliar feeling filled my body. I heard my breath begin to go raspy and then I snapped my eyes open.
"It's okay" He said before kissing my lips. "My father had the talk with me. I nodded my head. "Go get undressed." He said as he moved me towards the bathroom.
I closed the bathroom door behind myself and stared in the mirror. Slowly I began undressing until I was bare skinned. I stared at my body in the mirror. I was slender but I had curves. My legs were pale with the rest of my skin but they were long and feminine. I kept my gaze away from my lady parts down south and then moved to look at the newly acquired breasts. They looked foreign to me.
Why did my body look so foreign to me. Then I realized I have never really seen my self naked. I never looked at myself in the mirror like I was now. This is what I looked like and the only thing I recognized was my face.
A noise from the bedroom grabbed my attention and then I remembered what I was supposed to do or be doing. I took one last glance at my bare body in the mirror and walked out of the bathroom.
Standing by the bed bare as well was my husband. He smiled when he saw me and slowly made his way to me. I could feel my heart start to speed up and I couldn't tell whether it was from nerves or what. I closed my eyes briefly to try and get a grip but his unexpected touch caused me to jump.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to frighten you." his mellow voice said.
I touched his hand that was against my face and nuzzled against it. "It's okay, I'm just a little nervous I've no idea how to do this." I repeated once again.
"I know but you don't need to worry I can get us both through this. I can teach you." he replied.
Very slowly he brought his lips down to mine. I could feel a deep pressing feeling building up inside me slowly but surely. It was so overwhelming and so powerful. Very carefully Jackson lifted me into his arms and we moved to the bed where he laid me on the covers gently.
A slight moaning sound slipped from my lips and I blushed as Jackson smiled at me. Once again his brought his lips to mine and lowered his body against me. I wasn't sure but I could swear something was throbbing against my pelvis. Was this normal?
Our kisses went from short and sweet to long and heated. He trailed his lips along my jaw and down my neck across my breast and down my stomach before he slowly back tracked to meet my lips again. I could feel my lower regions begin to dampen slightly but ignored it. I wanted to feel the way he made me feel and more.
My breathing grew raspy and my heart sped up. It frightened me at first but I quickly realized that it was fairly normal. Jackson traced his fingers in a feather light motion down the same trail his lips took but didn't stop there. His fingers made there way past my hips and down between my legs.It sorta tickled and it made me giggle a few times.
In one gentle motion he pushed his finger inside me before he pulled it back out. In that second I gasped and slightly arched my back. The feeling I craved grew a bit stronger and then settle down. Where was it going? I wanted it to engulf me and take me under. Come back.
Jackson reached his hand down and manuvered his male part to rest against me. Then slowly he pushed against me and it began to slide in. The strong feeling came back and I welcomed it, I welcomed all of it. As he pushed a little deeper I felt pain and couldn't help but cry out.
Jackson quickly pulled back. "What is it? Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" He asked worried.
My breath was still raspy and uneven as I spoke. "It hurt a little bit, is that bad?" I asked him.
He shook his head. "My father told me that it might hurt a little bit for a female's first time. But its perfectly normal."
This made me relax a bit. I thought maybe I was a bit broken as a female. After being reassured I was fine Jackson picked up where he left off. He slid his manhood back between my legs and gently entered me again. The feeling once again returned and I was happy.
I didn't even mind the slight pain that came when he went deeper. He entered deeper and deeper, every inch of him filling me up more and more with the overwhelming sensation. There was no way to explain how I felt as it was so great.
When he was all the way in he pushed against me and electricity flooded my s*x organs. I arched my back and sighed. He slowly began pulling out before he pushed again. This brought a long drawn out moan from myself and then a small grunt from Jackson. His grunt was pleasing to my ears and I wanted to hear it again.
As he pulled back and thrust again he went a slight bit deeper and an even bigger jolt of pleasure seared through my body. I needed more and I was starting to get greedy. I wrapped my legs around his waist and brought him closer to me and then did the same with my arms. My fingers trailed across his back before I clutched his waist. When he thrust against me I moved as well. This felt much more better. Everything was intensified greatly.
After three thrusts I began panting and moaning and sighing. This was my perfect haven and I was glad to be able to feel this pleasurable feeling. We continued on and after another few thrusts Jackson was moaning and grunting again.
The feeling grew greater and greater and then finally it burst from within me. I moaned loudly as I arched my back. I felt Jackson tense up and then another amazing pleasure as something filled me entirely.
Jackson moaned and then slumped against my body as he tried to regain his breathing. It sounded like he had just ran a mile non stop. After a few seconds he adjusted himself on his side and smiled.
"How was it for you?" he asked me after a few moments of just the two of us breathing.
I blinked and then smiled at him. "It was the most wonderful, spectacular, overwhelming feeling I have ever felt. Honestly, I want to do it again." I admitted.
Without thinking I brought my lips to his. As we moved apart he looked at me and smiled as he pushed a strand of hair away from my face.
"Of course you do" He murmered lightly. "Lets just rest okay love. You wore me out." He ended with a breathy chuckle.
I yawned and felt it too. Now that I had experienced all those emotions I was ready for a nap. Or maybe some food. I yawned again and felt my eyes start to grow heavy and knew instantly what I needed more. Sleep.
"Yeah, nap sounds good." I agreed.
He nodded his head and kissed me before he pulled me back to his chest. Almost immeadiately we seccumed into a peaceful sleep.