You came into my life like a hurricane and you left a chaos of emotions... you left a permanent mark that was hard to erase. Well, I guess I don’t really have the plans to remove your remaining traces. I want to remember everything about you no matter how painful it is for me. And now, when I see the rain, I always think of you. And I feel both happy and sad, bitter and sweet, alive and dead. How is it even possible to feel so much of these conflicting emotions? No... that is not really the question. How did I end up here? How did we end down here? “Mark, can you tell me about her?” My therapist, Dr. Evangelista asked. Yumuko ako at tinignan ko ang aking sariling mga kamay. “I... I don’t know how to say it.” “But you know how to put it into words.” He encouraged. “You don’t nec