Warning this chapter does contain mention of abortion and could be triggering for some people. He stayed in a guest room trying to shut out the sounds of Amber crying. He could still picture the anguished look on her face when he mentioned abortion. He was frozen in fear, couldn't move from his bed as he gave into his despair and sobbed into his hands. He was ashamed at himself, at how he had treated Amber without even considering her feelings. He couldn't bear to tell her the reason, his cowardice causing him even more shame. She must think he was a monster. He wouldn't blame her if she never spoke to him again. He had no one to turn to, no one to give him advice without condemning him straight away. Suddenly the door sprang open and he looked up with a groan as Alpha John came stridin