White Roses, Black Doves

The love you want-9

Roman

Six months, that's how long it’s taken for me to find her. Six months of constant surveillance, traps, triggers, alarms, facial recognitions, transaction alerts. Anything and everything that I could think of, I tried and I failed.

In the past six months, Violet has confessed to lying, come clean about using drugs, and f****d off with Derin. Tyler and Rey ended up together and are renovating the top portion of the bedrooms for their living quarters. I’ve renovated the bottom rooms into a living space for me and Toran, so I can show her all that I've accomplished for us. I’ve added a nursery in hopes of her being pregnant. I've also added cuffs to the headboard and footboard in case she wants to run away from me again.

My sweet Toran ran away from me for six months.I put a goddamn ring on her finger and I put enough c*m inside her to create a football team's worth of babies and then she ran away. I haven't seen her, touched her, tasted or smelled her. I don't know if she is pregnant or if she was and then lost it. I didn't know a f*****g thing, until now.

Standing in the corner of her room in the dark, I watched her sleep. The thoughts of her and my unborn child fuel my anger more. Adding kerosene to the already raging flames. A living hell I can escape until she comes home. I cant f*****g breath unless she is with me. You can run, and you can hide, but I will always find you.

I've been standing here watching her since she got home, moving with her from room to room. Her normally soft curved stomach is now hard and rounded. Her hips have widened and her ass more delicious than I remember.

I didn't think she could be more beautiful, but she is. The sight of her carrying my child is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.

I quietly step out of the darkness and shackle her to the post of her headboard. I leave her feet free so she doesn't strain too hard and hurt the baby. As soon as I have her shackled to the bed, I step back into the dark corner and wait for her to wake.

Almost an hour goes by when she finally goes to roll over but the restraints stop her. Her eyes flutter open and she looks at the chains and yanks on them.

“what the f**k?” she says and yanks on them some more.

I step out of the darkness and remove my gloves, setting them on the bed.

“hello love” I say.

The bass of my voice shocking me, this is one of the very few times i've spoken in the past six months.I wasn't much of a talker before but when she left I was almost mute.

Those green eyes of hers now watery and red as tears stream down her face as her panic sets in.

“how?” she gasped

“One little mistake, that's all it takes, you know. you made a purchase for a baby book of all things today in this tiny little town. A baby book for our baby.” I growl out and remove my leather jacket, setting it beside the gloves on the bed.

“What about violet?” she hisses.

“She was never pregnant and she confessed to her sickness being due to the amount of drugs she had in her system.” I said and shove my hands into my jean pockets.

“Why am I cuffed to this bed Roman?” she asks and yangs on the cuffs again.

“How did you hide from me so easily?” I ask “better yet why? Why did you run from me baby? All I wanted was to explain.” i tell her.

I walk over to the small couch that is against the wall facing her bed and sit down.

“I was scared that you would take her back like every other time. I had just gotten you and i didnt want to lose you after you promised me so much.” she sniffles and I look at the tears streaming down her face.

“I would never have left you. I feel like I made that pretty f*****g clear to you that I wouldnt.” I scoff “I put a f*****g ring on your finger and asked you to marry me. I originally wasn't going to even give you a choice but you are my weakness. I've never contemplated marrying someone ever in my life but you and I knew the second I saw you." I tell her with all of my emotions on my sleeve.

She is the only one that has ever made me feel something other than murderous boredom.

I lean forward placing my elbows on my knees and resting my head in my hands.

“f**k baby im sorry, just give me a minute here” I tell her. My throat clogging with such an intense crippling anxiety of the memory of her leaving and not being able to find her anywhere.

“Roman, let me go” she pleads softly.

“See that's the thing baby, I can't. I can't let you go. I can't uncuff you if I think you are going to leave me.” I tell her “and right now I know you’ll f*****g leave me. f**k, you left me and never came back. I had to hunt you like a goddamn wolf hunting its prey.” I growl.

I look up to her and notice the ring is still on her finger.

“You didn't take the ring off?” I ask her softly.

“No, I didn't take the ring off.” she says in a small voice.

“You ripped off the necklace I gave you though” I say in confusion. she threw it away like it meant nothing.

“So what are you going to do, leave me here, have the person marrying us come in here and we do our vows this way?” she tells me with sarcasm laced in her voice.

“No I'm going to uncuff you but only once I know you wont leave me. f**k, just give me a minute to think and ill uncuff you, i feel like i am going crazy.”

“You are crazy Roman, you tracked me down and cuffed me to the bed!” she yells, getting aggravated.

I run my hands through my hair, taking deep breaths and exhaling them. I look at her lying there in the bed and see her nightgown has shifted up her thighs.

I stand from the couch, unable to control myself. The glow of her skin, the roundness of her stomach, the thickness of her thighs all calling to me. I walk to the end of the bed and strip my clothes off, needing to feel her skin on mine.

I grab her ankles and keep her legs spread for me as I crawl up the bed between them.

“Roman, what are you doing?” she asks, panting from the contact of our skin. the electricity is still there between us, she feels it.

“I need to touch you, I need to know you are real,” I tell her.

I run my hands up her thighs pushing her nightgown up higher and higher until I have it bunched in my hand at the top of her breast.

I run the back of my hand down the side of her breast and over her ribs, causing her n*****s to peek and a small shiver runs through her causing her to moan.

“Did you miss me?”

“Yes daddy” she replies and closes her eyes relaxing in the way my touch is making her feel.

I ran my hands over her stomach feeling the hardness of her stomach, knowing that the baby in there is ours, we created that. I lean down and place a kiss on her stomach. “hello little one, i'm your daddy” i tell them.

I rest my forehead on her stomach and groan.

“f**k. Baby I want to let you go so bad. I want you to come back with me,” I tell her.

“Please, please just come home. Come back to me baby.” I plead with her and wrap my arms around her waist, my forehead still resting on her stomach.

“Was she pregnant Roman?”

“No, she was having drug withdrawals and using the side effects to make it look like pregnancy symptoms.” I tell her not letting go of her.

“Have you had anyone else since I left?” she asks

I look up from her stomach to meet her stare. I unwind myself from around her and crawl up her body.

The wolf finding his prey. I can feel my eyes darken, my anger setting in.

Her eyes widen and she can see the change in my demeanor.

I pull her panties to the side and line myself up with her, looking from her center to her eyes as I push into her.

“When I said you had no idea how crazy i was, I meant it” I thrust in all the way and pull back till just the head is at her opening “You are the only one” I thrust in all the way and back out again “You are the only one for me” thrust “I love you” I thrust into her all way and lean down wrapping my lips around her n****e and sucking.

My thrust becoming faster and more frantic. I haven't even had my hand wrapped around my d**k in the past six months, it wouldn't have worked. Nothing would have worked except for her.

“I love you” I thrust

“I love you” I thrust

Over and over again, every thrust is a profession of my love for her.

I kiss her deeply, sliding my tongue into her mouth and my hand into her hair, gripping it and pulling her head back so I can slide my tongue into her mouth deeper. I need every inch of her.

I feel her clench around me and her back arches, Her legs shaking. Her moaning bringing me to my peak. My spine tingling with my release.

“Please baby come home” I beg, resting my forehead on hers, breathing heavily from my climax.

“ok daddy” she gasps.

I slid out of her and jump off the bed, finding my discarded jacket that I had managed to kick off the bed. I dig into the pockets and get the key, rushing to the bed and uncuffing her. Taking her hands in mine and massaging her wrist.

She sits up on the edge of the bed and I kneel between her legs. Reaching up and cupping her face in my hands.

“Say it baby” I demand “I need to hear you say it.”

“Take me home daddy,” she says. I stand and lift her, wrapping her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck. I grip her ass with one hand and slide the other up her back and into her hair, kissing her.

I set her back down and start getting dressed as fast as I can.

“Get dressed, now, we are leaving.” I tell her.

“Baby it's three in the morning” she says and I groan at her calling me baby.

“f**k, ok, so we wait” I say and rub my sweaty palms down my pants leg.

“Why are you in such a hurry?”

“I want to take you home We need to make a trip to the courthouse for a license so Rey can marry us. I need to show you all I did while you were gone, damn it, we need to get a doctor to come and see us so we can check on the baby." I'm rambling, I know, I’m panicking.

“Hey, Roman, Hey slow down. The baby is fine, we can go to the courthouse as soon as they open and I can't wait to see what you did for us.” she tells me in a calm and soothing tone and runs her hand up my chest and cups my cheek, the feeling of her skin calming me.

“Do you wanna know the s*x of the baby?” she asks me, her face lighting up.

“You already know? You found out without me." I state.

“Yes and I am so sorry baby I panicked and I think hormones had a huge role in my decision making.”

“Yes I wanna know.” I tell her. Taking her hand and leading her over to the couch and sitting down, bringing her into my lap so i can hold her and cradle her stomach. Even with a round stomach holding our child she is still so much smaller than me.

She cups my face in one of her hands and places her other hand on top of mine that is resting on her stomach.

“You are going to be the daddy of a little girl” she says with tears in her eyes.

I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding and I felt something wet on my face and I looked up at Toran.

She's crying but I feel the hot liquid running down my cheeks. Toran swipes the tears off my face with her thumb and leans in to kiss me.

There is a loud click in the silence of us drowning in each other and Toran lifts her head and looks down to our hands.

Our hands that I've cuffed together, so she can't leave me.

She laughs and looks at me, with one of my favorite smiles. One the smiles she reserves only for me.

“Baby, I wasn't going to leave.”

“I'm not uncuffing it until we’ve signed the marriage licence, and then I need to find out how soon I can get you pregnant after she is born.” I tell her with all seriousness.

“We can't have that many kids back to back,” she says with her eyes wide. Did she think I was kidding?

“Six love, six kids.” I tell her, not understanding why she doesn't take me more seriously by now.

She just laughs and shakes her head. “You are crazy”.

“Crazy, insane, psychotic, but only for you. You are never leaving me baby, ever.”

“I love you,” she said to me, and my heart damn near jumped out of my chest.

“Say it again,” I demand and then I kiss her.

“I love you,” she says.

“f**k” I kissed her harder. “Let's practice making those other five kids.” I told her.

The End.