White Roses, Black Doves

The love you want-6

Roman

That was so much easier than I had planned. The timing and the opportunity literally fell in to my f*****g hands. It's kismet, meant to be, she was always supposed to be mine.

Now I need to be inside of her and that Is all I can think of because if she did get pregnant from that one time, then I can't explain that I did it on purpose and I need it to look like it came from the s*x and a faulty condom.

The image of her on top of me riding me, using me for her pleasure will be a memory that Is burned into my brain for the rest of my life. So far my number one. I'm sure other things will take the place of number one like when I take her for the first time, or the wedding, or her giving me a baby. For now though, this is number one for me.

“Come on, let's get out there. I made you breakfast” I tell her after we are both back in our clothes.

I take her hand and twine our fingers together. “Ready?” I ask her.

“Ready.” She answers me with a smile on her face.

We exit my room and walk into the hallway, closing and locking the door behind us. We make our way into the kitchen, hand in hand, looking into one another's eyes and then we look to the kitchen and there everyone is.

Everyone is sitting there. Derin with Violet perched in his lap with a s**t eating grin on her face that quickly falls when she sees our hands connected. Rey with a smile on her face stretching from ear to ear and Tyler high as a kite.

Tyler starts clapping slowly and then stands from the table giving us a standing ovation and Rey follows. Derin follows in clapping but Violet still looks mad that she didn’t get the reaction that she wanted to get out of me.

“Our royal highness, Queen Toran, we are not worthy of you.” Tyler bows at her dramatically.

She gives him a small laugh but I can tell that she is nervous. I give her hand a squeeze to reassure her that I have her.

“About damn time, all the s****l tension between you two for the past three years has been giving me blue balls.” Rey says

“Doll, you don’t have balls.” I tell her with a smirk on my face.

“yeah well it sure as hell felt like it.” she laughs.

“congrats man, who would have thought this is how it would all turn out.” Derin says with Violet on his lap, draped over him.

“Thanks man.” I tell him.

I walk Toran to the table and pull out her chair for her to sit down, when she sits down I lean down to whisper in her ear “don’t get to comfortable baby, when I get back you can sit in my lap and i can feed you since you were such a good girl this morning” I kiss her temple and head to the kitchen to make her a plate.

“so, what did Toran do to you to turn you into Gordan Ramsey? I've never seen you cook a single thing in this kitchen other than a package of instant noodles.” Tyler asks, chuckling.

“Finally gave me the time of day.” I say and send her a wink.

“Was she good?” Derin asks and all eyes turn to him. I see Toran blushing and looking down at her lap.

“if you want your teeth in your mouth and not down your throat you wont ask a dumb ass question like that again.” I say with malice dripping like venom in my tone.

“Woah,sorry man, I didn’t think it was like that. I used to ask s**t like that all the time about violet and you never got mad. Hell I thought you didn’t care about sharing s**t like that.” He says with his hands up.

“Toran is different. She's mine and I'm not sharing s**t, even mental images.” I say with finality.

“ten-four boss man.” He said and then went back to rubbing his hands all over Violet.

I bring the plate over with enough for us both and set it down in front of her. Like the good girl that she is, she stands and lets me sit down. I place my hand on her hip and direct her back over to sit in my lap. As soon as she is seated comfortably sideways on my lap and her ass isn’t rubbing against my c**k every time she shifts, I pull the plate closer to us and begin to feed us.

The entire time everyone at the table is looking at us like we grew ten heads. As soon as we are done eating and the plate is clean she leans back into my chest with a satisfied sigh.

“come the f**k on! There is no way you two just got together last night! You guys have been f*****g this whole time haven’t you!” Violet yells and jumps off of Derins lap. Making a scene as usual.

“nope. I never cheated or f****d around. I was bored and over us, but i'm not a complete ass.” I tell her.

“you were f*****g her the whole time, just admit it. that’s why you slipped up with her pet names and then when I confronted you about it yesterday you broke up with me!” she shouts getting louder.

“Violet calm the f**k down.” I say

“no, don’t tell me to calm down, admit it! Admit that you were f*****g her while you were f*****g me!” she shouts.

“Violet, let's maybe table this for another time. Over a nice breakfast that Roman made is not the time for this discussion.” Rey says and Tyler nods his head in agreement.

Derin just sits there looking lost as usual.

“no, I want the truth. I want answers to my questions. Were you f*****g her while you were f*****g me? Were you f*****g this mute fate slut while you were also inside of me?” she shouts, slamming her hands on the table and making Toran jump in my lap.

I stand up quickly with my hands on Torans waist to make sure that she doesn’t fall and step in front of her. “You f*****g listen to me, because I wont tell you or anyone else here again. Do not f*****g speak about her if you or any of you want your tongues to remain in your mouths. I wasn’t f*****g her behind your back, im not like you and want to fight and break up a million times so you can go f**k whoever you want just to come crawling back whenever you’re done. I didn’t f**k her, I sure as hell f*****g wanted to for the last three years but I didn’t. I didn't even make eye contact with her. I could only dream of f*****g her only to wake up and realize that it wasn’t her it was my hand I was f*****g and the bed was empty. You want the truth, there it is. Now you and everyone knows!” I yell.

“I can't believe you, Roman, you are such an ass. I thought maybe this was a stage. I thought last night maybe you needed to get it out of your system and then come back to me.” She said, her eyes welling with tears.

“no Violet, what I feel for Toran is very f*****g much real and it will always will be.” I tell her.

“What does she have that I don't have other than god damn cellulite.” She yells and points at Toran who is still standing behind me clutched to the back of my shirt.

“get out!” I shout and point to the front door of the bunker “I can put up with a lot from you and I have. We all have put up with your dumb ass s**t from drugs, drinking, late night outs, your inability to be a part of this team and freeload, your constant need to be toxic and back and forth with your emotions but you are not going to sit here and degrade her because you want to be a shitty person. Get out!” I tell her my tone giving no room for argument.

“Derin, are you going to let him talk to me like that? He is standing up for Toran, you need to stand up for me!” She rushes to Derins side to throw her pity party. I'm just glad that it's him and no longer me.

“Man, can we all calm down and talk about this later on when we all get a clear head?” Derin asks.

Rey and Tyler are just sitting back watching all this drama unfold.

“you have one chance Violet, one! You so much as breathe in a way that gets on my nerves and you are out for good, I don’t care how long we’ve known each other!” I point at her.

“But Roman, please..” she starts to say but Derin stops her and pulls her arm to make her walk with him towards the stairs that lead to his room.

“you got it boss, i'll talk to her.” Derin says and drags her upstairs.

I turn to Toran to make sure she's ok. The site of those beautiful green eyes being sad has my blood boiling. I cup her face in my hands and make her look up at me.

“Hey, I got you.” I tell her.

“I know, I'm not crying because she upset me. Im crying cause you stood up for me.” She said and sniffled.

“always baby. I have you now, I told you nothing will f**k this up.” I lean down and kiss her forehead. “Go ahead and go take a shower and get dressed. We have some work to do today for another lead we got.” When she goes to walk off I tap her on the ass, not being able to resist myself.

“Well well well, looks like Mr. Dark and broody is soft after all.” Rey says.

“I'm not soft, I just know what I want.” I tell her and grab the plate to take to the sink.

“Rey and I have seen you drooling over her. we couldn’t tell you how many times we have placed bets on you two.” Tyler said as he leaned back in his chair and kicked his feet up on the freshly cleaned table that will no doubt be piled high with modems, monitors, and tools.

“I know you could ruin a whole lot of lives with one single keystroke, but if you hurt her I will ruin your life.” Rey says.

“Noted doll.” I tell her.

“Well in that case, congratulations and all the best of luck.” Rey jumps up and down in joy.

“Do you think you can move your room upstairs?” I ask Rey with a sudden thought popping into my head.

“I mean I can if I need to, why? You may possibly need two extra rooms.” She says.

“no ill need three extra rooms. I think I'll knock the walls down and turn it into a space for me and Toran. You know we might need the space for the future.” I smirk.

“oh no, you turn around right now and tell me what that smirk was, I saw that Rome. What are you planning? Oh my god, what did you do?” she gasps.

“I didn’t do anything yet, but I plan on it. Also, can you get me her ring size? I know all her other details.” I wink at her and walk off toward my room leaving her mind spinning.