White Roses, Black Doves

The love you want-5

Toran

I wake up not to much longer after falling back to sleep. I look at the clock on the wall and see that it's noon. I sit up in bed and stretch but I feel the other side of the bed is cold and the bathroom light is off. I get up and go use the bathroom. After i'm done washing my hands I get curious and open the counter drawers. There is tooth paste, tooth brushes, kleenexes, face cleansers for men. There is deodorant, after shave, and cologne. I lift the cologne up to my nose and smell the musky aromatic scent that he is him. It’s a sandalwood and leather and something uniquely him. I set it back down and open next drawer and see a box of condoms that’s spilled out into the drawer. So I pick them up and put them back in the box. Dang, that is a lot of condoms, I do not want to think about the fact that he would have used all of those on her.

I open the next drawer and find a small basket filled with hair ties and scrunchies. At first I get a flash of jealousy but then I look at the and I notice that those are mine. Those are the hair ties and scrunchies that I've lost or I've left on my workstation and then they’ve disappeared. I've always thought they just got swept up in the cleaning or magically vanished like all hair ties do.

He had them this whole time, but why?

As I am stepping back into the room Roman is coming back in as well. God, he looks good in black jeans, his bare chest on display. He has tattoos going from his neck down his entire body. His hands, legs, and feet are also covered. His black hair is just long enough that it covers his eyes and he has to shake it out of the way sometimes. He is six foot seven and his attire always consists of black jeans or black cargo pants, a black shirt or a hoodie and his combat boots. Sometimes I've seen him in a pair of vans but not many times. He always has a gun on him. He always wears some kind of bulky fancy watch. He has a gold necklace he never takes off, and a gold ring on his thumb and pointer finger that I've seen on there for as long as I've known him. Right now though he is just in a pair of jeans and socks.

“Hey I was coming to see if you were awake yet.” He said.

“Yeah I just got up a few minutes ago.”

“Good, I made breakfast.” He said with a smirk on his face.

“You did? Wait, Rey actually let you cook?” I ask in shock.

“I mean she didn’t at first,” he said as he comes and stands in front of me and places his hands on my hips, his thumb rubbing back and forth against the sliver of skin that has been exposed. “until I told her it was for you.”

He leans down and presses his forehead to mine and slides his hands down the back of my thighs and picks me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He walks backwards until the back of his knees hit the bed and then he sits down.

One of his hands gliding up my thigh to my ass and the other hand cupping my face, his forehead still pressed to mine. He kisses me and I can feel it all the way to my core, my body starts to tingle. I shift closer to him to deepen the kiss and his hand slides further into my hair, gripping it. his hand on my ass squeezes and pushes me into him more. I can feel him hardening beneath me.

As the kiss deepens I find myself rocking back and forth against his hardness. His hand on my ass helping direct me. He growls in his throat and pulls back from the kiss to look into my eyes and then looks down to where I am rubbing myself against him. Both of his hands are now on my hips, but he stops me.

“Stop, I have an idea.” I stand up and look at him confused. I'm panting and my legs are shaking. He unbuttons his pants and takes them off sitting back down on the bed. His d**k is thick and long. There is a tattoo along the top of his shaft but I can't make out what it is but there are piercings on the underside of his shaft too.

“How many of those are there?” I ask in shock.

“Ten. Take your clothes off baby, trust me.” He demands.

I pull my top off over my head and drop it to the floor and then I pull the shorts down my thighs and let them pool at my feet.

I step closer to the bed but as soon as I get to the edge he leans forwards and wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me into him and onto his lap.

“Will it hurt?” I asked suddenly, a little nervous.

“We aren't going to have s*x yet. I want to take my time with you when I finally get inside of you.” He says as he kisses me and adjusts my hips so that I am sitting on his lap with his hard c**k in between us and pressing against my clit “I just want to make you feel good.” He says “I want to see the look on your face when you come because of me.”

His hands start moving my hips back and forth again in the same motion form before but this time it's so much better. I can feel the velvet smooth skin of his shaft and the cold metal balls of the piercings contrasting against my swollen throbbing clit.

“Roman,” I gasp.

“f**k that feels better than I could have imagined, keep going baby.” He breathes out.

He leans back so he can watch us melding together as one. His c**k slick and covered in me. The noises that we are making are s****l and animalistic. Groaning, panting, moaning.

“You're doing such a good job baby.” He praises and he cups my breast and sucks my n****e into his mouth.

I moan out loud and grind myself harder down on him, back and forth.

“Just like that love, right there.” He pants. The vein in his neck straining. I lean down and kiss his neck while gliding up and down his length. He groans as I'm kissing and I bite down.

“God damn it.” he growls out.

I lean up and smirk at him, never stopping the motion of my hips. He looks feral. His grip on my hips is bruising as he moves me back and forth. His hand comes up and slaps the side of my breast stinging and causing a loud moan to escape my throat.

“Roman!” I gasp his name louder.

“Louder” he demands and he slams up to meet me faster and harder as i grind against him “say my name louder baby.” He reaches between us and pinches my clit with one hand and grabs my throat with the other hand and I ride him back and forth as hard and as fast as I can. Chasing a high, so close I can taste it.

“ROMAN!” I yell and I'm coming all over him.

“f**k yes!” he grunts and he moves a few more times under me and he is coming in ropes across his stomach.

He releases my throat and clit at the same time but he won't stop rubbing against me and the sudden release of my clit and the endorphins coming back to me in a rush as I gasp for a lung full of breath I am coming again, even bigger than the first one.

I lean back and place my hands on his knees and glide back and forth riding my high. I'm moaning his name and I'm shaking, legs trembling. Then I feel a gush of warm liquid between us, I look down at the same time as Roman and I can see a splash of liquid on his stomach and coating my thighs.

“Oh no” I say embarrassed. Did I just do what I think I did? I'm a grown ass woman, how can I pee on him and we haven’t even had s*x yet, I'm ruining this.

He groans loud in the back of his throat and flips us over.

“Don’t ever try to hide the things you do from me.” He growls. He grips my neck and squeezes lightly. His face coming close to mine, his nose touching mine. He runs his pierced tongue across my lips. “That is exactly what I wanted to happen, sometimes some women cant squirt but you were made for me, I had a feeling you would and it is the sexiest thing I've seen.” He says

He kisses a pathway from my lips, my jaw, my neck, down the center of my body, to my core. When he reaches my core his tongue dives between my lips and slides over my clit. His hot tongue caressing it, flicking it, and massaging it. one of his hands holds my legs open and his other hand comes down to core, his finger slipping into my folds in to my wetness and then down to my opening. His eyes shoot up to mine, pinning me down with his stare as he sucks and licks me. The tip of his finger enters me and I open my mouth in gasp and I see a smile cross his face and his black eyes darken even further with a mischievous thought. Within seconds I am on the brink of coming and he pulls back and sits up.

I look down at him in shock and almost anger and confusion as to why he would stop.

“Keep your eyes on me baby,” he says and he wipes the c*m from his stomach with his hand and lowers his hand back down to my core rubbing small circles working me back up.

“im so close to exploding just from f*****g tasting you.” He says and wraps his other hand around his shaft and jerks it fast and rough.

I moan uncontrollably from the view I am getting of him jacking himself off over me, his muscles flexing and straining with every movement and his other hand on me. Mixing his come and mine to bring me to ecstasy.

“Give me those eyes baby” he grunts out.

“Roman, I'm going to come” I say, feeling myself hitting my peak.

“good f*****g girl” he growls and im coming and shaking, eyes rolling back in my head.

I feel a hot stream of his come shoots out of him and onto my throbbing core and I moan at the sensation.

“Such a pretty picture we painted.” He says in his deep gravel voice.

He swipes his finger though his come and places it at my opening, feeding it into me. Over and over my walls tighten around his finger as he pushes it into me, accepting the gift that it was given until he has every but inside of me.

He leans down and kisses my lips, his hand coming to my throat. “what do you say for the gift I gave you?” he says and i'm confused a little.

“thank you?” I say more of a question because I don’t know what I am supposed to say, i've never been in this situation.

“thank you daddy.” He growls, squeezing my neck a little tighter and biting my lip. I gasp and then I moan at the sensation of the feeling of him on top of me, squeezing my throat, and devouring all of me.

“thank you daddy for my gift.” I gasp out.

“such a good f*****g girl” he praises and kisses me again “this is mine, all of this is mine. I'll only tell you this once because now that we’ve come this far and I finally have you I won't let you go and I'll be damned if I lose you. I will never make you look a fool. I will never break your heart and if someone does break your heart ill break their f*****g neck and use their corpse as yard decorations. I won't let you go.” He says and places his face into my neck kissing my pulse point that makes me weak “you are mine” he growls into my ear.

“Yes Daddy,” I say.

“f**k, that’s exactly what I wanted to hear.” He says, “now let's go feed you, you need your strength to keep up with me baby.” He kisses me again and then gets up to put his clothes on.

“I need to shower first,” I say.

“no, I want you to smell like me and have me inside you. Especially when we go out there and I show them you are mine.” He says and cups my face in his hands “then after we eat I guess you can shower, although I would want you to be covered in me at all times” he says.

I just laugh at him. “You are insane.”

“I don’t think you completely understand just how insane I am” his eyes darken and I fully believe I haven’t even seen five percent of his insanity.